mich bell

You know when Joseph says "his head is so big because it's full of dreams"? So is mine, but it's figurativelly big^^; Thank you so much for your comments, your like... If someone could notice by reading one silly one-shot what goes through my heart, it means I should keep going, even if it is just for fun! ^_^ I know you may find that a little exaggerated, but "romantic" is my middle name, and seeing that... *sigh* Deeply moved. ❤️

It's not hypocrisy. I started writing EM stories because I wanted the world to be a strawberry. I was very tentative at first, you wouldn't believe it!^^; And I actually don't understand very well why looks matter SO much, although... I do. I did make Saoirse "perfect" for a reason. I don't have problems with anyone but myself. Since I'm confessing, I find myself VERY ugly (though nobody really sees that, not at that level), and I don't see a door beauty couldn't open. No wonder I love the hidden meaning behind the Twilight Saga, and like I told you, I'd date Merrick ANYTIME. But ONLY as Saoirse. Never as myself. Just like all my other self-inserts. Saoirse was the most human character I've created. She is extremely imperfect. But if she got dumped, she could act like that song "Don't call me up", by Mabel^^;

@Saoirse_Merrick I know what that's like. Mich is also me, but improved. And it's great to escape into a world with a better version of ourselves!

@ weaponofmsscreation  Well, Disney started with that beautiful mass distortion! XP 
          I had!! So much fun!! XD I don't write anything waiting for people to read ever since I've been writing in English. I know I choose too many obscure and different themes, I hardly expect people to read my stories. But sometimes someone finds one, so I believe that if eventually they got interested, it's because they understand me and are interested in my thoughts. I just wish there were more people I could share. That's what Saoirse is. She's me, but an improved version. And I can be myself when I write. I've been wondering for ages about how would Saoirse fare with one of my families. With Frollo, especially. Writing is magical. I can escape reality and go wherever I want. I don't need much if I can keep doing that. Only books and reference materials, of course. And my pets.❤️

Hiii! Well, it seems I've finally written my spin-off of dreams: a HoND x Elephant Man crossover. Too bad it will NEVER be published!^^; I sometimes thought about you while writing it (NOT IN A WEIRD WAY!!!), because I consider HoND YOUR fandom, so I couldn't eff up, although it's rather unlikely you'll ever read it.
          
          And there probably will be a sequel, that I'm sure will be a headache to write. And of course, again, never to be published.^^;

Two new chapters of Lost Years out! Things are starting to heat up  and there's more on it's way!

@weaponofmsscreation 
          
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          Added you to AO3!!
          
          I know, I'm already doing that... They deleted one of them, "Balance", and it worried me cause it's HARMLESS enough. I never had any issue concerning that so far, and I'm still here because I like the interface SO much! And we both know my main stories won't be read neither here, nor there or anywhere!! ^^;;;;; Maybe I'll become like, a post mortem hit?? xDDDD~ Well, I believe no one really dies, so I'll still be alive to see that, wherever I am^^;  But it's all good. I write all that crap to be *happy*. I write only to be somewhere I want to be with whom I want to stay. It's so magical. I believe that if we have to reach someone, we will. Even though there is no engagement enough, we will ALWAYS reach someone, even if they don't leave reviews and stuff.

@Saoirse_Merrick if Wattpad is deleting your stories, you should definitely post more on AO3. It's designed specifically for you to share anything and not get in trouble for it.
          I made a new profile on AO3 called 'michmarybell' where I am uploading my Hunchback rewrite and also my Merrick story when i write it.

@Saoirse_Merrick  Her faves are Tom Baker from Classic and David Tennant from New. But the Doctor she writes about is Sylvester McCoy. Go figure XD My fave Doctor is Peter Capaldi bc he has the most moving speeches. 
          I've read several of your lemons and they're not bad! But yeah, I find AO3 better for fanfiction. Wattpad is designed for original stories and even then I have no idea how to create engagement. Mine don't really get attention here either.

@Saoirse_Merrick no, she's not the one writing Merrick with me. She writes Doctor Who fanfiction. She's a proper nerd XD
          As for smut, it took a few years of reading it and role-playing with people to get the hang of writing it. You have to be good at describing things.