what i had done in the past was, indeed,
undesirable; and i wish i had done some
things differently. but you've noted how
much i had changed, as have many
others. i was, unfortunately, idiotic and
ignorant of much. insensitive, and i
will never forget that broken promise i
made to you. despite all, i am glad to
call you friend, and i cherish you
deeply. ( /p. )