Willwoah

im alive still dw B)
          
          if you've noticed I did some revamping plus I'm rewriting some old fics and updating my oneshots and Ghostly Company but I'm taking my time. You've waited 3 years now I'm sure waiting a few more month wont hurt.. /j/j/j/j/j

If anyone wants to give me suggestions for future works or have requests, feel free to ask here or dm me!
          
          You can even ask to continue any of the works I put on hiatus :D

Hi there everyone!
          I can't believe I'm able to say this. I'm back?
          I know, I know it's been a few months since my last update. I've been through a lot and I've just began to adapt.
          
          I'm gonna attempt to rewrite, "Ghostly Company" while also working on new ones as we speak, like a 'Thank you.'
          
          Sadly this doesn't mean I'm back completely.
          But I seriously miss the feeling of writing for not only myself but you guys and really really wanna try to do just that.
          
          I'm taking baby steps (which is funny w/ context)
          
          It's been over two years since I've started writing about the DSMP and the characters like Tommyinnit and Technoblade... Who had passed shortly after I announced my update about my journey to recovery and it made me realise some stuff, it hurt, a lot. I've changed so much and so had he and he was the only thing I could turn to whenever I felt at my worst, someone I related to. Honeslty I was upset with myself, I hated that I was crying for someone I had never met but cared so much about. His death was devastating and I'm sorry I couldn't have been there for some of you guys when it happend. We may move on but Alex will live forever in our memories ❤
          
          I can't tell you how funny it was to explain my idol who streamed video games for a living died to my therapist who encouraged me to talk about him nonetheless. I got something to remember him, a tattoo. A crown 
          I admired Technoblade and his ability to make a stupid video game worth something to a kid on the internet. Which is why I knew it hurt the way it did, the same reason it did for the whole community.
          I give my condolences to his family and his friends. 
          The past few years have been hard but probably the best, even with this and my sickness and everything, Covid-19, leaving home then being dragged back, break up after break up and etc.
          Sorry for being sappy but I can't help it,
          Rest in peace, Alex. (1999 - 2022)
          
          I'm ready for this,
          I think. 
          
           -R

Hey everyone! Little update, I started physical therapy last week and am on my way to getting a lot better, finally, after months of hardship, but there is still miles and miles ahead of me and this progress will take time. I hope you guys are doing well, thank you for being here. I've made it this far and I just wanted to update you all, because I know you miss me. Keep remaining positive! I'll talk to you guys again soon :)

TW for serious topic in my announcement below

Haha! I really am terrible at keeping promises. Should've probably checked up on you guys sooner.
          
          Basically, I'm crippled now (not the best thing to start with but it's something). I lost the feeling in my legs because of a disease that has gotten worse the past year and that will sooner or later I'll uh... Yeah. Just know that I'm in pain and I'm at that stage where everything is about to get a lot worse before the process of getting better even begins. I also am not mentally the best right now and I want to have the motivation to write again but with schooling and weekly hospital visits I don't think I will have time to do anything of the sort. So yeah. I'm fucked, at the moment.
          
          I am thankful for your guy's support and comments, even though you had no idea what was going on. It's been over a year and you guys have just been here waiting so patiently for me. I really owe you guys a lot.
          
          Really I gotta thank you for being here. I appreciate almost 300 of you guys and can't believe that the number of reads on my works keeps going up. I don't deserve this. I can't thank you all enough.
          
          I'm so fucking grateful and I really hope I can recover and get back to writing for my sweet followers, seriously, I do.
          
          Keep being wonderful, keep being kind, keep spreading the love, and please drink that damn bottle of water or hang out with that one friend you haven't for a really long time, take that stroll in the park. Enjoy life while you can, don't take it for granted like I did, enjoy life while you live it an please stay safe everyone. Remember to stay positive for me and yourself. I'm fighting the best I can, so you gotta fight with me lovelies. Please.
          
          Thank you again and again. I'm looking forward to the day I am better. 
          
          This doesn't mean my stories are discontinued, they're just on another hiatus. 
           Peace <3
          
          (Sorry this was a mess of an announcement and I'm so sorry if I make one or two of you cry, please don't kill me when I get back children)

Well I guess I should probably post soon huh? 
          
          Ready or not prepare for a chapter of ghostly company soon :)
          
          Sorry for the long wait
          
          -R

You guys should've expected this but um- I went on a break and still am on one. I'm not in the right mental state to write this stuff. I'm sorry. The stories aren't discontinued just...
          
          Not gonna be worked on for the moment if I post a chapter don't expect anything after that for a long while. Not till school calms down and I can quit my job and other stuff. Love you guys /p 
          Stay safe.

Hi. How is everyone? Everyone enjoying summer break for those still in school and having fun?? :)

Name: Ro
          Update on pronouns: he/they/it/nem 
          
          (ne/nem it's like they/them) I wanted to change a bit <3