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you would think that with the amount of smut i read on ao3 that i would actually be good at writing some of these scenes. nope. nada. i draw a total blank. imagination is just not built for it. how on earth does one write thousands of words of smut? asking for professional reference.
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All cheng up: https://archiveofourown.org/works/54839839
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THE BLOOD OF YOUTH HAS MY WHOLE WHOLE HEART. WATCHED FOR LIU XUEYI AND STAYED FOR LI HONGYI. XIAO CHUHE YOU LIVE RENT FUCKING FREE IN MY HEAD.
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im so sleep deprived
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wrote an allcheng. go read cuties: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52758028
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@ninetiesloki AW OMIGOSH YES. THERE IS A CH. 2 THAT I SPONTANEOUSLY DECIDED TO CRANK OUT 2 DAYS AGO AT 12 AM HAHA. I honestly just thought that jc seemed to lack a sense of identity throughout the whole fic. he's more of a reflection of his past lives than an individual person. as for lwj, i'm dying to write this from his pov, so trust one of these days i'm going to put it up. i don't anticipate it being soon, but at some point yes, i will write from his pov. whether he remembers will probably come down to how angsty and miserable i want the fic to be :)
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@worrystone YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS A CHAPTER TWO TO THIS! HOW COULD YOU NOT? ANYWAYS, I CRIED AGAIN. I never observed Jiang Cheng proxy (the third participle of the f word) Lan Wangji and my mind is blown. But as I reached the "Who even is Jiang Fengmian?" I felt thoroughly hollow. You live four lifetimes, yet every good memory brings an onslaught of pain. Tell me, will Lan Zhan remember?
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@worrystone Wattpad has such an algorithm that I cannot quite trust. I had initially created an account to publish some fanfictions, but I'm glad I never finished writing them because I'll move to Ao3. I'm just glad you're here as well otherwise we'd not be having this lovely conversation. Fanfiction writing is real writing, but our hearts still take time to accept it. I know it feels surreal, but fanfictions leave more of an impact on me than published books. As it should! I'm obsessed with Once is not Enough, too, but Lan Wangji telling Wei WuXian to shut it after he confesses at the temple left a bad aftertaste in my mouth. And I was grappling with the characterization of Lan Zhan until the final few chapters. But I still could not wrap my head around Jiang Cheng being happy, you know? I'm definitely pyschotic when it comes to my blorbos, ha!
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update its been 3 months. i'm still not over pingxie. someone pls hop over on ao3 and write me a soulmates au or a tragedy. if anyone writes, pls tag me. or if u want i can write u smtg too for a fandom of ur choice if u write me a pingxie
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i had a story that i wrote for 2 years on ao3. and this one girl stuck with me for 2 whole fucking years. and she left me giant paragraph comments that are my absolute favorite on every single chapter. and every. single. comment. was made right after the chapters were posted. she never missed an update. never stopped writing me paragraphs. summarized every part of story and the entire duration of the 2 year period in one giant comment, in the finale of my story.
i cant even put into fucking words how much it means. but i hope if u ever see this kasia, just know im thinking of you a year later, and still in awe of you. i never never thought someone else out there in the world would stay with me for the entirety of 2 years. never. thank u for changing my life.
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@worrystone those kind of comments are always so fricking nice TT I don't have the proper words to convey how much they mean but it's the best feeling ever to see that one commentor on every chapter istg it's such a joy for the author to read.
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hows life for everyone
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im sick again fml