Xander

Honestly forgot Wattpad existed. The past three years have been emotional and draining. But I've got a better job, I'm doing okay in school, and I'm getting a dog. So, I'm thinking life is looking up finally. I'm actually working on several things. Though took a little break to settle into my new position. I'm most likely going to add them later. Super needs to be edited. It's pretty bare bones, but the first draft is done, and I'm happy with myself for that. So, sometime after NaNo I'm going to actually be on here again. I don't think it fits my reading vibe anymore, but I've got nothing against posting on here. So that's something to look forward to.

Omg I forgot about Wattpad. My bad. Super, at the moment is on hold because of nano. I’m working a story that is 90% planned. All I need to do is flesh it out during nano. This will be the second draft. It’s f/f Adult Contemporary Romance, kinda angsty. MC is an autistic they/them lesbian. Is not nonbinary, just likes the pronouns. I’ll make an official summary post about it at a later date. 

Anyways I’m ADHD and time is not real, and I forgot to set a reminder for when two weeks passed. I have the chapter, but I’m in bad mental state atm and a lot of myself self-worth is tied into social interaction. (It’s pure fun ) And I can’t handle nobody liking the chapter stories. 
          
          So as soon as I can get my brain to stop taking everything so personal I got y’all.
          
          (This is why Wattpad should have scheduled updates. I can just throw them in, and forget about them and even if I’m having shitty brain time, it’ll be done and I won’t have to beat myself up for being a failure. <—brain thoughts, not my thoughts.)
          
          TLDR; My brain hates me, and I can’t handle other people hating me too.

I know I've been saying this for a while, but I'm back officially. Last year really was a terrible year for mental health.
           
          Two weeks new update. Thanks for sticking with me for so long. Sorry about the delay.

UPDATE:
          
          
          I am going to start posting again. No set schedule because I am going through a huge depressive episode and said schedule will be defunct. I have two stories that I’m working on Super and Space Oddities. 
          
          Space Oddities is a bunch of short stories that are connected, following Axel and their partners and Jordan the man who was tasked with capturing them. Sometimes humorous, sometimes depressing, many times sexual, read along as they fight to finish their individual missions to save the human race. 
          
          [I will update the stories on Patreon on first, so if you’d like to read them and any other Patreon-only content please subscribe. Support information in bio.]
          
          
          
          ~Xander 

Update: 
          
          Y’all I have a chapter I promise. I’m just back to work a shit ton and do not have the mental capacity to edit it. (this is still edits from the first draft so I’m like connecting the story.) First Drafts suck ass.
          
          So anyone reading Super it’s still being worked on. Don’t worry. It’s just a slow process because I don’t have many spoons, and words fail me the worse it gets. 

Update:
          
          Apologies everyone for not updating. My life had gotten hectic. A coworker passed away at work and two others are sick. So my hours have been upped dramatically. I haven’t had the mental capacity to attempt to finish writing or editing the next few parts so I can post. 
          As soon as things slow down, which they should as more people are being hired, I will edit what I have and post it first on Patreon and the next day, on here. 
          
          Thank you for understanding, 
          
          Xander

Anyways hardly doubt anyone noticed, but I left Wattpad for a bit. I know I said I would update like two weeks ago, but it didn’t happen. I’ve been feeling super overwhelmed with stuff. For the life of me I couldn’t figure it out, until I deleted any app that has to do with social media (excluding this one) because I realized my world was getting too big. So, heres to me getting my life on track in my brief hiatus from most things social. 
          
          In other news, I will be posting an update either sometime this week or next week. My goal is to have the next two-three chapters posted to make up for lost time, but we will have to see.

Oh would you look at that. I’m gonna switch the update schedule to every other Friday after this Friday. My parents have thrown me a deadline to choose how I want the rest of my life to go before kicking me out and I have lost the will to do anything even edit a mostly done story. 
          
          I’ll just pour what energy I have into the story.
          
          ~Xander 

Super has been updated.