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i love your books i stay up all night reading them 

Did you publish In the night or wat the only part in the outsiders thing

Do you promote your books on Neobook ?

I’m gonna miss you! I understand your reason for letting your account go. I absolutely love your writing and you’re the reason I started writing. So thank you. Remember to Stay Gold and always Do It For Johnny. ❤️

I will forever love your stories

Safe to say this account is dead. I always think about coming back but for the past few years it’s been way too hard. My brain actually aches when I try to write, or commit to anything. I still have so many ideas… but it’s time to say goodbye. I reminisce on the times I would work all day, do online school and write a heap of story stories or chapters… I could do it for 20 hours and be almost collapsing from mental fatigue but still write and write. I miss those times, I mean I was hella miserable but those rose coloured glass of nostalgia come out as you get older. Amongst all the pain I suffered throughout those years, I can safely say that memories of writing on here were everything to me… 
          
          One memory I have was when I had just dyed my hair black the night before and had finished a 10 hour shift overnight. It was Summer, pretty warm for a 9 AM morning, but I had my rainbow sweater on. I used to be obsessed with buying clothes for some reason. I wrote a few The Outsiders pieces that morning, for some reason I remember it so well. That was almost five years ago. I can’t believe how fast time flies…
          
          Another time, I had the day off. My hair was brown this time (dyed, ofc) and it was Halloween night! I had my window open, letting the breeze to come into my bedroom. I was wearing my Ponyboy Stay Gold shirt. I wore it to death and have recently started to wear it again after years. I remember writing a Johnny Cade Halloween story and another one with the whole gang getting attacked by Ghost Face! 
          
          Anyways, as I babble on… I just wanted to post this as a formal goodbye. It’s a goodbye to the old me. The miserable girl, who is still miserable, but I wish I was her again. Goodbye to my youth. Goodbye to everyone who supported my amateur writing skills over the years.
          
          I apologise for all the crimes that have been committed on this account lmao
          
          Goodbye everyone. Thank you for making me feel special even if it was just for a tiny while…

Update: just got denied a second restraining order on my abuser/stalker and the judge even told me this man, who traumatised me for twenty years of my young life, stalked me, abused me so severely that I can barely leave the house, has every right to knock on my door and speak to me.
          
          Thank you to my law for NOT protecting me!

My abuser/stalker keeps putting photos of me and my nephew on his social media, and I’ve reported so many times, yet they aren’t being taken down. THE SAGA OF MY LIFE CONTINUES! 
          
          Ps. Sorry I have been AFK! Life is hard…

✱BIANCA AND DALLAS WINSTON - BOOK 5 IS NOW IN SESSION BABIES! - CHAPTER 1 IS OUT ✱ THE SUBURBS ✱

After avoiding BTS for almost nine years. I’m officially a fan