Bill Cipher Girl

Hi

Raise your hand if Undertale has helped you in your life
          *raises hand*

Hey guys, it's been awhile and i apologize, i'm here to explain why i was dead for so long. I ask that you please treat this with respect as it is extremely personal and I really can't deal with hate right now. I am going to cover several sensitive topics in this post such as mental illness, self harm, suicide attempts, death, and mental hospitals if this triggers please do not countinue reading.
          
          So if you’re still reading here is my explanation. A few months ago, a really triggering experience occurred, one of my friends attempted suicide, and there was nothing i could do. I know that the person I'm talking about can probably see this and I would like to say that none of the following events are your fault. I still care about you and am sorry I'm not able to be in contact with you. That being said, when this happened, I was already in a vulnerable state. I suffer from clinical depression and severe anxiety, and when this happens, my meds aren't working properly. When I got the message from my friend, I freaked out.
          
          I had a panic attack and my mom asked what was going on, so I told her. She then confiscated my phone and that put me into an even more panicked state. I was in this panicked state all night and most of the following morning. In the morning I saw a message from the person, they let me know they were okay. I was relieved. 
          
          The relief didn't last long. My parents told me they would be taking away my phone (aka one of my coping strategies) and monitoring me when I got it back to make sure I would never talk to my friend again. 
          
          This upset me again, and this only increased my panic, would my friend be okay, would they hate me forever, if something happens it's going to be my fault. All of this emotion was being built up and eventually I couldn't take it.
          
          I relapsed that night, ending my 9 month clean streak. I was furious with myself which led to more cutting, and more guilt and rage.

Heyo gurl, it's me, Kirr

Hi

Check your dms!

Just saw you bio, so you like UnderTale and Gravity Falls and you like dark stuff! Me too!
          
          And now *insert the shameless self promotion* I actually wrote two stories (different from each other) in my UnderTale oneshots book. Both crossovers with UnderTale and Gravity Falls revolving around Bill Cipher Sans with either Dream or Nightmare and one of them contains angst. 
          
          Check it our when you feel like too do so. :) 

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          im sad

"Instant transmission""Sips juice and waits"

Hello? 
          
          Hru today? 
          
          *Smiles cutely* 
          
          I'm hope your doing ok, your a nice sweet person so I hope life's well oh your probably wondering why Im texting you I was just around the naberhood and I saw an angle they seemed lost I walked up to them and asked if they were okie 
          
          They looked at me and said "do you know we're the other angle I was supost to watch over last night is" 
          
          I asked what do they look like "they showed me a picture of you *smiles*
          
          (Send to 14 that's pluse myself to prove how much they mean to you if I don't get one that's fine)