yeppeunika

its my birthday again

yeppeunika

I started my Gwi-nam fic on Jun 9th 2022. it took me 3 months to write 16 chapters. Malcolm in the middle has 151 episodes. I write chapters based mostly off of episodes. A little bit of math tells me that it'd take me 819 days to finish (26.9 months/2.2years). Better get writing. (Pretend that theres a skull emoji here)

Anthro_Is_tired

@jeniloveban i just logged on gdygfjhfg
            reading it now!
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yeppeunika

@Anthro_Is_tired the 1st chapters released!
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yeppeunika

@Anthro_Is_tired the 1st chapters released!
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yeppeunika

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You know fucking what -- I just want to finish my Gwi-nam fanfiction and write a Francis Wilkerson one. 
          
          Why?
          
          He doesn't have nearly enough fanfictions of him, and I'm dying for one. I gotta use my writing skills to my own benefit, you get me? 
          
          Am I gonna finish the Gwi-nam fanfiction?
          
          Of course, I hate when a book gets discontinued right in the middle of the story with no closure whatsoever. People have their reasons, but mine is just that I'm impatient, and I made a commitment to write that story, which means I need to finish it before I feel whole again. Updating is always on the back of my mind. It bugs me everyday.
          
          I mean, of course I still love writing, but it fucking sucks when I wanna do so many things because I have so many ideas. I just feel like I wanna pour them our before I lose them in my brain or stop simping for that certain character. 
          
          I've got 6 published stories and way more ideas to come, but honestly seeing how bad my fics do makes me wanna punch my phone into even more pieces than it's already in. 
          
          Like, how on Earth do people bet 100,000 reads with one 200 word chapter yet I have 3047 words on average on the 13 chapters of my A Zombie Heart, yet it took me over 4 months to get close to 4,000 reads?! It's not fair and I hate the algorithm.

yeppeunika

@Anthro_Is_tired i guess it feels more realistic to me lol, whenever something serious is happening, I can't help but have a joke in the back of my mind
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Anthro_Is_tired

@jeniloveban that's exactly it LMAO- a lot of the fics i read about aouad attempt to be too serious and while i enjoy it, stories that do stupid stuff (example: piss puppy) make things so much more enjoyable
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yeppeunika

@Anthro_Is_tired is that so? whats so pleasing aboyt my writing? i just find it to be regular -- the way i write, although if you do mean like i cant write serious situations without making a joke then i see that LMAO
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onlyNagi

You gotta continue the Gwi-nam x reader ff it’s fire djdjdjjdkdjddjndls

yeppeunika

@Bl_e33 yes cheongsan is so cute smh thats what kade me write a love triangle thing
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onlyNagi

@jeniloveban hmhm, personnaly, I live for Hyun-so and Cheong-san those two *destroyed face*
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yeppeunika

@Bl_e33 then i live for gwinam / yoo insoo 
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myownuniverse_png

Hi hi hi! It’s Kei (or Loo if you can’t remember). My mom found out I have Discord and Tiktok so she restricted my entire phone. I’m sorry, I’ll come back! <3

myownuniverse_png

I miss y’all too <3
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