yoonial

I'm so sorry - I tried to republish one of my books but I felt scared. I immediately took it down. I'm sorry I saw I let some of you down and it really broke my heart. I don't know why I'm so scared to put my books back. the reason why I wanted to is because I want people to enjoy them even if I don't enjoy the books anymore. I know people really liked them but I felt nervous to leave them up when I know I won't be active here. its like leaving your kid alone at a daycare?!! idk, does this make any sense? probably not. clearly my writing and communication skills have decayed since I haven't been actively writing.... 
          	
          	anyway, I just wanted to say that I was sorry again. I was thinking maybe of trying to write again. it's been a long time. but I don't know if it'd be about BTS, so I don't think anyone here would be interested in reading. related, lately I've been drawing again (if anyone wants to see my art, check out my insta page @ kokurial!!! :) I'd love to see you there and chat!), and I realized how much more fun it is when you make your own characters. not relying on premade archetypes or actual people. its comfortable to use BTS because I know them and other people know them. and its fun to imagine them as people leading completely different lives. I don't know. I really don't so this is unproductive and I am wasting your time. anyway I'm rambling and I'm sorry about that too. I just wanted to address that I felt awful for letting anyone down and getting anyone's hopes up. it's my fault for thinking I was ready to republish my books. I want to republish hopefully a simple one like FBI that I won't be so ashamed of. I don't even know why I feel so self conscious about my books. maybe because its you putting a piece of yourself out there. idk I'M RAMBLING!! UGH! okay please take care of yourselves; be happy. let me know if I can do anything for you <3

LemonTae14

@yoonial I absolutely loved ur books & was very sad when they were removed but I understand. Don't apologize bc u've done nothing wrong. I think it's great that ur back to another one of ur hobbies & seeing other stuff too! Do anything that gives u comfort, don't feel bad for ur feelings bc they're valid <3
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minn_tea

hi, it’s been a while. i hope you’re doing well lately! there’s no need to apologize. i understand how you feel, i get it. don’t ever apologize for your emotions. your writing was beautiful, but if you don’t feel comfortable to publish them again, then it’s okay. i’m happy that you picked up drawing again. i checked out and followed your page, i love your art! they’re all so cute! if you ever get back into writing, i’ll support you all the way, regardless if it’s about BTS or not. i wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors! stay safe. 
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heerainyki

@yoonial yooooouuuuu!! ily!!! i'm glad you're enjoying other content and stuff and not bts related. and i respect that. and i know uou want people to enjoy your works but if you feel like you're uncomfortable with it, then immediately stop, okay~? no one has their knife on your throat, no one is obligated to suppress you to publish your works except you. thank you so much for your works, honestly!! you may not know me, but i moved account from @/tocherrynkk. thank you for being considerate <3 i hope you have a wonderful day!! <3
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SeokTheeStallion

its been so long since i last viewed ur profile (from my old acc). But i just randomly thought about ur book, moonchild. i remember really enjoying it back then lmaoo..
          anywho i hope ur doing well<3333

yoonial

I'm so sorry - I tried to republish one of my books but I felt scared. I immediately took it down. I'm sorry I saw I let some of you down and it really broke my heart. I don't know why I'm so scared to put my books back. the reason why I wanted to is because I want people to enjoy them even if I don't enjoy the books anymore. I know people really liked them but I felt nervous to leave them up when I know I won't be active here. its like leaving your kid alone at a daycare?!! idk, does this make any sense? probably not. clearly my writing and communication skills have decayed since I haven't been actively writing.... 
          
          anyway, I just wanted to say that I was sorry again. I was thinking maybe of trying to write again. it's been a long time. but I don't know if it'd be about BTS, so I don't think anyone here would be interested in reading. related, lately I've been drawing again (if anyone wants to see my art, check out my insta page @ kokurial!!! :) I'd love to see you there and chat!), and I realized how much more fun it is when you make your own characters. not relying on premade archetypes or actual people. its comfortable to use BTS because I know them and other people know them. and its fun to imagine them as people leading completely different lives. I don't know. I really don't so this is unproductive and I am wasting your time. anyway I'm rambling and I'm sorry about that too. I just wanted to address that I felt awful for letting anyone down and getting anyone's hopes up. it's my fault for thinking I was ready to republish my books. I want to republish hopefully a simple one like FBI that I won't be so ashamed of. I don't even know why I feel so self conscious about my books. maybe because its you putting a piece of yourself out there. idk I'M RAMBLING!! UGH! okay please take care of yourselves; be happy. let me know if I can do anything for you <3

LemonTae14

@yoonial I absolutely loved ur books & was very sad when they were removed but I understand. Don't apologize bc u've done nothing wrong. I think it's great that ur back to another one of ur hobbies & seeing other stuff too! Do anything that gives u comfort, don't feel bad for ur feelings bc they're valid <3
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minn_tea

hi, it’s been a while. i hope you’re doing well lately! there’s no need to apologize. i understand how you feel, i get it. don’t ever apologize for your emotions. your writing was beautiful, but if you don’t feel comfortable to publish them again, then it’s okay. i’m happy that you picked up drawing again. i checked out and followed your page, i love your art! they’re all so cute! if you ever get back into writing, i’ll support you all the way, regardless if it’s about BTS or not. i wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors! stay safe. 
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heerainyki

@yoonial yooooouuuuu!! ily!!! i'm glad you're enjoying other content and stuff and not bts related. and i respect that. and i know uou want people to enjoy your works but if you feel like you're uncomfortable with it, then immediately stop, okay~? no one has their knife on your throat, no one is obligated to suppress you to publish your works except you. thank you so much for your works, honestly!! you may not know me, but i moved account from @/tocherrynkk. thank you for being considerate <3 i hope you have a wonderful day!! <3
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JeMi_JemJem

I will miss you.
          
          :(
          
          I love your stories.
          
          Be happy and I hope you will find your happiness. Thank you for everything.
          

JeMi_JemJem

@ yoonial  
            
            Thank you and welcome baccccccckkkkkk ><
            
            
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yoonial

@KJMe25 awww honey please don't be sad! I'm trying to come back! thank YOU for being so sweet. I love you and be happy.
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mkyuniverse

i don’t do this. ever. but i wanted to let you know that moonchild is the best story i’ve read. not the best fanfic, the best story. no other story has managed to stay in my mind. i’ve read it six times. and i always come back to read it again. moonchild is the only story to leave this much of an impression on me that i keep coming back to read it. i can’t describe what it makes me think, or feel. it just, makes me feel. it made me cry, it made me laugh, and i love the way it was written. every time i finish it i want to restart it. thank you for putting your time into writing and i hope you continue to write whether you post it or not. stay happy and healthy, and stay safe <33

yoonial

@mkyuniverse hey, love. i just saw this (i don't use wattpad at all anymore), and though i'm sure you don't have an interest in it anymore, it you ever wanted to read moonchild again, i have it along with a few other stories on my ao3 under the same name. no words describe how i feel reading your comment. i just need to say thank you. i can't believe something as small as my story had such an impact on your memory. i wrote it as a product of myself to tell myself i could be loved and have friends for who i am and be accepted and find people who understand and i still have no idea how to describe what this comment means to me. thank you so much. i hope you're doing okay out there.
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