defenceless

first of all, post concert depression is real.
hi,
i'm writing books to get along with my feelings.
i love one direction, 5 seconds of summer,
writing, reading and music a lot. 
i believe in love at first sight, 
since the blue and green coloured eyes met.
i'm into harry potter, draco malfoy and drarry.
also i love everything about marvel.
and i love and play football.

louis shows me every day, 
how i can be strong to survive
and that someday, i can live my dreams, 
like he does. 
he knows what it means to suffer, 
to cry, feeling like no one 
actually understands you, 
but he always finds a way through.
louis is my world,
he is everything to me,
i would be lost without him
he lets me feel like someone 
actually cares about me.
my life became better 
with the day i found him.
i fell in love with him 
because of the million little things 
he never knew he was doing.
he is the beat that makes 
my heart work and the music 
that makes my laughter come alive.


harry shows me every day, 
that i can be, whoever i want to be. 
i don't have to label myself, 
i don't have to know what is going
on with me and my feelings,
because someday, everything will
suddenly makes sense.
loving him comes to me as 
naturally as the rain falling, 
the sun shining and 
the flowers blooming.
i'm so lucky to know him, 
he is my world and his music
makes me so happy,
everytime i listen to it.
i crown him the prince of my heart,
his power of his smile should 
never be underestimated, 
it melts my heart and 
touches my soul. 

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"You're addicted to your phone"
"No, I'm addicted to the people on it, 
because they care a whole lot more than you do."

XXV.III.MMXVIII - h.

XXV.VII.MMXVIII - e.

VI.XI.MMXVIII - 5sos.

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You destroyed me in the most
beautiful way possible. 
And when you left, 
I finally understood, 
why storms are named 
after people.

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