zillai

Hola! I have news and it's a bad one. Well, I'm happy and sad because it's not really a big deal. I wish I could say positively but it can't be helped. My broken heart is already trying to forget and forgive. ( ཀ ʖ̯ ཀ). 
          	
          	I just want to say, thanks for reading "Chain To Your Once Lover" u all supported and made me very happy whenever I'm over the top or just terribly miserable. I very much enjoyed your company and friendly comments. 
          	
          	Sadly though, I can't continue writing. I banned myself so I can focus on my career. Not literally banning myself in a way of not to continue but to not make a fool of myself. *If ya know what I mean* if not; google it. (つ ͡ꈍ ͜ʖ̫ ͡ꈍ )つ 
          	
          	Don't mind me. *laugh out loud* I'm just crying out my happiness. 。・゚・(ノД`)ヽ( ̄ω ̄ )
          	
          	I would continue writing privately as I used to. It's better off that way. Rewrite, rewrite, and rewrite.  ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ – ✧ Like me, I would spend four months on one chapter, just to get my ideas straight. So it's best. Believeth me. I know what I'm speaking about. 
          	
          	So, I'm going to unpublished my book, clear everything, and delete the app tonight at 8 pm. 
          	
          	Finally, words of encouragement: Don't give up! Keep at ya all interest. U fail if u only stop writing, but I haven't. ( ͡° ᴥ ͡°) 
          	
          	U love it, u work it and work it hard and tight. Don't spill the juice, if u can't bring on the cigarette. ╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──☆*:・゚baptize these humans. Lol
          	
          	Kill your prey with every word, write with love, terrible efforts is no problem, u just have to continue, no matter what. (〃 ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°〃ゞ *salute* to these humans. 
          	
          	A beginner I am; one with an unexplained brain.     If ya don't understand that then google it. Again don't mind me. ( ͜。 ͡ʖ ͜。) I'm too dangerous for my own personality. U won't believe. Being enigmatic is totally me. 
          	
          	This is for everyone whom I've taken an interest and other mysterious hearts. U know who u r. Keep up the good work. 
          	
          	That's sadly all in a vase of wonder. ᕙ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ
          	
          	Goodbye till 8 pm. 

JannaKoekoek

@zillai en ik zat te wachten op een update  hoop dat je weer gaat schrijven
          	  je bent er goed in .
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zillai

Hola! I have news and it's a bad one. Well, I'm happy and sad because it's not really a big deal. I wish I could say positively but it can't be helped. My broken heart is already trying to forget and forgive. ( ཀ ʖ̯ ཀ). 
          
          I just want to say, thanks for reading "Chain To Your Once Lover" u all supported and made me very happy whenever I'm over the top or just terribly miserable. I very much enjoyed your company and friendly comments. 
          
          Sadly though, I can't continue writing. I banned myself so I can focus on my career. Not literally banning myself in a way of not to continue but to not make a fool of myself. *If ya know what I mean* if not; google it. (つ ͡ꈍ ͜ʖ̫ ͡ꈍ )つ 
          
          Don't mind me. *laugh out loud* I'm just crying out my happiness. 。・゚・(ノД`)ヽ( ̄ω ̄ )
          
          I would continue writing privately as I used to. It's better off that way. Rewrite, rewrite, and rewrite.  ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡ – ✧ Like me, I would spend four months on one chapter, just to get my ideas straight. So it's best. Believeth me. I know what I'm speaking about. 
          
          So, I'm going to unpublished my book, clear everything, and delete the app tonight at 8 pm. 
          
          Finally, words of encouragement: Don't give up! Keep at ya all interest. U fail if u only stop writing, but I haven't. ( ͡° ᴥ ͡°) 
          
          U love it, u work it and work it hard and tight. Don't spill the juice, if u can't bring on the cigarette. ╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──☆*:・゚baptize these humans. Lol
          
          Kill your prey with every word, write with love, terrible efforts is no problem, u just have to continue, no matter what. (〃 ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°〃ゞ *salute* to these humans. 
          
          A beginner I am; one with an unexplained brain.     If ya don't understand that then google it. Again don't mind me. ( ͜。 ͡ʖ ͜。) I'm too dangerous for my own personality. U won't believe. Being enigmatic is totally me. 
          
          This is for everyone whom I've taken an interest and other mysterious hearts. U know who u r. Keep up the good work. 
          
          That's sadly all in a vase of wonder. ᕙ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ
          
          Goodbye till 8 pm. 

JannaKoekoek

@zillai en ik zat te wachten op een update  hoop dat je weer gaat schrijven
            je bent er goed in .
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zillai

Hi guys, I know I haven't been on for weeks now because I've been so busy at the university and such, etc... I'm so happy for myself, you don't even now. I got some very outstanding results and I can't wait to continue pursuing it. 
          
          Sorry for not giving earlier notice. 
          
          I think I'm going to be publishing one chapter tomorrow because my mind isn't fully there for today. 
          
          I hope ya all r enjoying yourselves. ( ͡ᵔ ͜ʖ ͡ᵔ )
          

zillai

I'm sorry readers, no updates today. I guess being that I fell in ill, I have to take the time now and type up some business on the computer. I'm tired but I'll get it done. (´༎ຶ  ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡ 
          
          Keep safe ya all! 

zillai

Long time no seek. Baffled as of now but it's gonna come back some day. Anyhow, I'm not exactly 100% but I'll try to catch up. My temperament at the moment is nauseating and I'm trying my best to avoid meats and sweet perfumes. I wish this was a joke but it's not. It's been half a week, one week and two days for me. I don't get why I'm feeling like my life is coming to a black dot on small pieces of paper. 
          
          I'm at the moment drinking a fruit smoothie late at night. It's so refreshing and delicious. I wish to make another but I feel too woozy to move. I was in pain everywhere. First, I'm balling in my bed, next, I'm in a hospital receiving my biggest fear. The condition was severe but luckily I was provided with medication to get better. The issue was so complicated. Honestly, I felt like I was dying. 
          
          I vow to never go into a restaurant again… and to cook. I don't believe I said that. I'm always cooking. It's just I got lazy and went out to feast and ended up being the unlucky one. Why!!! *inner tears*** 
          
          I hope u guys r doing okay. Please, stay healthy and safe. Especially @Lilmizzapplez. It must be dreadful. Get better dear. I'll be praying. 
          
          Sadly, I won't be publishing today. Perhaps in two days where the sun shines lively on my face. I'll make sure that it's a special one. 
          ( ͡ᵔ ͜ʖ ͡ᵔ ) 
          
          Peace~ adios!

lilmizzapplez

@zillai I'm so sorry you're feeling unwell. I pray you get better. I'm not feeling as terrible anymore but the feeling lingers here and there. It's a blessing to be alive in these serious times. 
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zillai

What's up u all! .... I can't update for a while. Too tired. I'm in my bed ready to close my eyelids. My back is being too old for its shoes and my appetite is just too poor. If possible, I feel like I came down with the flu. 
          
          Plz, stay safe. 

zillai

@zillai I'm getting there. Thnx. 
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zillai

Hey amigos and gas! 
          
          I'm just on my way to heaven and want to ask who's coming with me? Lol, I have a headache. I'm still not well and my stomach is bugging the crap out of me. I swear, I gonna take a broom and hit the aches out my skull. Tears*
          
          It has been tough for me in and out and I'm pretty sure and hope that I'm ready for the world. I'M HAPPY. I'm shining like the moon.
          
          Gosh! I Love Poetry. Bye bye parents! Kiss kiss!
          
          Anyways, I'm going to update two chapters later on. Just ta alert ya. I'm a bit motivated by someone and I just don't know if the chapter will be motivated like me. I'm relaxed yet I'm terrified. Oh, God!  WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!!!
          Well, that's for u to decide. Hope ya enjoy it.
           (^_^)

zillai

Hola to ya all, hope you're doing fine. OK, straight to the point. I said I was eager to read some books but ended up having to do other important stuff. I had to be out the house a lot and... I'm happy but I'm mostly tired. Even today, I have to go out. Sad thing, ya all! 
          
          I would be able though to publish a chapter before I take leave. Hope ya enjoy it. 
          
          Adios. ⛷⛷⛷

zillai

Greetings to you with big hugs and kisses. I hope ya all r well. Long story short, I'm free for the rest of this day. So I'm going to publish two chapters then on reads some of ya all books.  Gosh, I'm eager. Laughing out LOL. ( ✧≖ ͜ʖ≖)

zillai

¡Hola amigos! —Hope ya all r good. COVID-19 in my country has charity, so everything is working out just fine. Obviously, the people still have to keep their safety awareness. Some schools had, reopen and I'm just doing fine with a stone heart.
          
          ...Reallll fine! Fine with two bones that seem to make alternates for status.  Anyways, I'm not the one biting my luck. I was thinking about if to publish a story. I think, I will but... In two days or... maybe now but I don't want to. Too tired. My brain feels like an alien. I need my beauty sleep. 
          
          I miss going on Wattpad. I still do but only to check the notifications if I'm free from backstabbing work. 
          
          I ain't forget ya all. I'm cheering the same. Please, don't give up. Don't care what others say about your interest. You write because u want to and no apathetic person cannot take that from you. This is for my author @lilmizzapplez
          
          They don't know how much work u do to make your story fun to adore. And this thing with u being called homophobia. Bit that bastard with your golds of an intelligent beast. I don't care how sharp ya teeth is, just know, no one can touch one. 
          
          Bitches need to be cooked in salt to cleanse their attitudes. 
          
          Okay. Bye ya all. Zzzz. Nights out! (^_^)

lilmizzapplez

@zillai Thank you so much. I hope you feel better. I'm feeling a bit down myself but I'm resting. Be safe out there and I hope to see you on wattpad again. 
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