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by dreamsxrs

by dreamsxrs

You dont get it do you?

I trusted you

you were suppose to be on my side,

yet you look me in the eye everyday with guilt

Do you not think I know?

You lied to my face

saying your life is a screw up

and that I don't get your life

when really I don't get you; at all.

You have friends you can trust

talk to them about your problems and everythings fine,

You have that extra close person who is worth living for

giving hugs and kisses,

yet you always remind me that this is a scheme,

and that smile on your face is a lie.

It doesn't seem like you want to die,

your obviously setting yourself up for the future,

with your future wife/husband

and friends you'd get drunk with when your older,

whats is this

'you don't get my life at all okay?'

shit. Because fuck your plans,

fuck your game your playing

I'm done with shit already,

I'm starting to not care about you anymore

because this is unforgivable

and even if i did forgive you,

I wouldn't accept the fact that you

lied, and even if you didn't say it

I saw it

and words could not describe

the tears that built in my eyes.