~phil pov~
hope you like mcr references
"you ready bear?"
"yeaaaa" he shouts from the bathroom.
I chuckle slightly at him,
"HOW ABOUT YOU, FRANK" he shouts as loud as he can. "Dan we need to hurry!" I shout back from the staircase.
"OH, I'M THERE BABY" he shouts as I hear him closing the bathroom cabinet.
"HOW ABOUT YOU MIKEY" I shout back desperately holding my laughter back.
"fuckin' ready" he says dramatically as he opens the door and steps out.
"you look great bear" I say as he walks towards me, "you too lion~" he whispers sending a silver down my spine.
"let's go!" he giggles and pulls me down the stairs to the taxi waiting for us outside.
we tell the driver the address of the restaurant and settle down in the soft car seats.
Dan was wearing black ripped skinny jean's, a black shiny shirt and a black jacket.
I myself was wearing a pair off dark blue jean's with a light blue button up and a black jacket.
Dan's golden hanging earrings dangled gently with the cars motion. "you come here often?" he smirks and nudges my arm, noticing me staring at him. "maybe" I giggle and poke his nose.
he grips my hand tighter and softly peck my cheek.
no matter how many times Dan kissed me my knees felt weak and my cheeks blossomed, I gently kiss his cheek too and his cheeks turned the same shade as mine.
"are you excited for tonight?" I ask gently as we're almost at the restaurant, "yeah, but a lot of people are coming" he answers and itches his cheek. "you're gonna get all red bear" I say and take his other hand away from his cheek, softly drawing circles in his palm with my thumb.
he lightly smiles as he seems to calm down looking out the car window.
"it's gonna be okay, because I'm there" I say quietly, still rubbing circles in his palm.
"yeah. it's gonna be okay"
"and if you feel like you need to go-"
"I'll text you emidatly" Dan answers as he pays the driver and gets out of the taxi.
"great" I say softly as we exit the taxi and walk into the restaurant.
"are we early?" Dan asks and looks around the fancy restaurant
"there they are!" I giggle and point to our friends sitting at a table in the back.
we sat down next to each other, as close as we could for comfort and whispering opportunities.
"you ordering vegan today?" Lousie asks as Dan skips past all the meet options on the menu
"I think so yeah" Dan giggles.
"whaddya want?" he softly asks me who's looking through the menu.
"I've heard the pancakes are good" I answer in the same tone and his face softly cracks up in a smile. "then you should get the pancakes" he whispers and looks around for a waiter.
"ready to order?" the waiter asks
"yeah uh number 15 and- 26" Dan smiles.
"any drinks to go with that?"
"I'll take- 4 and-"
"and 15 thank you" I say and hand the menus to the waiter.
they smile, nod and leave.
"what did you guys take?" lousie giggles.
"I've heard this salad is supposed to be really good" Dan smiles and sips on some water.
"pancakes!" I smile.
"of course" the others laugh.
we got our drinks not long after and waited for the food while drinking, laughing and just talking.
"Dan we havent even gotten our food slow down with the wine" I say quietly and move Dan's wine glass a bit away from him.
"rude" Dan giggles and takes a big sip.
"sorry can we just get a glass of water?" I ask a waiter who quickly nods and goes to get it.
"drink this" I say and give Dan the glass of water with ice cubes in it. He looks slightly grumpy but nods and drinks the water.
"here is number 15" the waiter says and puts down a big plate off sallad infront of Dan, "and 26" "that's mine" I giggle and the waiter gently puts it down on the table infront of me and leaves.
"pancake for sallad?" I say quietly.
"deal" Dan says even more quiet and quickly takes a piece of pancake on his fork. I do the same with some sallad and we both giggle slightly while eating it.
"Dan, Phil say hi!" Lousie says and holds up her vlog camera, we say hi and show our food before she turns it to the others.
after a couple of the others also vlogged the evening we finished and decided to order some dessert.
"what are we feelin for this evening?" Dan giggles, "ice cream!"
"you read my mind" Dan smiles and decides on some ice cream.
"Dan smile I wanna take a picture" I giggle and pull up my phone to take a picture of Dan, he had a big pink ice cream with a umbrella, a strawberry and some chocolate sauce dripped around it. "hurry it looks delicious" Dan giggles.
I snap some pictures of him and start digging into my own ice cream.
the dinner was going great, all our friends were having fun, the food, especially the ice cream, was absolutely delicious and there were not a lot of cameras around, so we could all just enjoy being ourselves and put our internet personas with our jackets behind us.
"what do you think Dan?" someone asks and all eyes dart over to Dan, "oh uh, i- I gotta go to the bathroom" he quickly excuses himself and gets up and leaves. some off the eyes make their way onto me, and I know I have to say something to explain.
"is it to late for me to vlogg?" I quickly ask and that seems to lift the air, I take up my phone and film around a bit.
*buzz*
Dan❤: sry i lft
Me: Its alright bear
Me: Where are you?
Me: Did anything happened?
Dan❤: i just strtd thinkn.
Me: That's okay.
Me: Where are you now?
Dan❤: n a bathroom.
Dan❤: they're vry fancy
Me: Do you want us to leave?
Dan❤: no
Dan❤: you're havin fun
Me: But we can have fun at home together where you feel safe too.
Dan❤: r u sure?
Me: Of course bear.
Dan❤: kk
Me: Want to come back here or want me to meet you outside?
Dan❤: cn u meet me outsde?
Me: Sure! I'll take your jacket.
Dan❤: thnk u Lion
Me: Of course bear.
third person pov
Phil makes up some excuse about having to edit a video and Dan feeling a bit sick and leaves the restaurant with Dan's jacket tight in his grip.
outside the restaurant the love off his life is standing, hugging his arms around himself, staring into the ground with tears streaming down his red cheeks.
"Let's go home bear"
"mhm" The taller boy says and looks up, red puffy eyes with a defeated expression painted all over his flushed face.
in mere seconds the shorter boy had him in his arms, stroking his back while whispering reassuring words the brown haired curly boy had desperately waited his entire life to hear.
the *cab* showed up a couple of minutes later and they climbed in, still holding hands tightly.
the ride home was quiet, with hands all over each other, but not in a sexual way.
Dan had one off his hands in his lover's, the other one on said man's cheek.
while Phil rested his free hand on the boys hip slowly rubbing circles with his thumb.
the walk up the stairs was always less exhausting when you had your lovers hand in a loving grip with your own.
both of the men quickly collapse on Phil's bed, still looking at each other lovingly in the eyes. letting each others hands wander and dance.
"I can live with this for the rest of my life"
Dan says quietly.
"live with what?"
"you"
