Y/N is a university student. She has a best friend; Choi Jongho. They have been best friends since they were 4 and they try to conquer everything together. They tried having a relationship when they were 15 for 3 months but decided to stay as best f...
Yeosang sent a message to the group chat saying that he needed everyone to come to his house immediately and that it was urgent. Within 15 minutes, everyone was here and sat in the living room, waiting for Yeosang to tell them why he needed them to come over.
Everyone came, including Seonghwa and an unwanted guest. Yeosang gave Diana a dirty look making it known that she wasn't welcome.
Yeosang grabbed the letter and placed it on the table then began to speak. "Y/N came around to mine this morning and gave me a letter for everyone."
"Where is she now? She never came back to Wooyoung's house?" Jongho asked.
Yeosang shrugged and just told them "I have no idea but she just came and gave me this to give to everyone."
Wooyoung grabbed the letter and opened it, deciding to read it out.
To anybody who wants to read this... When you get this letter, I will already be long gone. I'm so sorry to do this by a letter and not in person but this was the only way I could think of doing this so it would be less painfully for me. I can't stand the awkwardness that I bring to you all so I have decided that it is best for me to leave. Before I came along, you were all best friends. I ruined your friendship and I should have never done that. Please don't blame Seonghwa for this. I have been thinking about how I have split up the friendship group since the fall out with Jongho and I. Please don't blame Jongho either. It is all my fault. Obviously, I knew I needed to leave after causing all of these problems and I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I am going far away so please don't try to find me. I will miss you all so much. Thank you for being there for me this whole time. Love Y/N
Wooyoung had tears streaming down his face as he read out the letter to everyone. Everyone else just sat still, not uttering a single word as they realised what was happening.
"FUCK!" Wooyoung screamed as he punched the wooden table infront of him, making it split.
"Am I the only one that is glad that the bitch is gone?" Muttered Diana. This made Jongho fuming. Yes, she can say shit about him but he won't let her talk about y/n in that way.
"Shut the fuck up now before I do something that I will definitely not regret!" Jongho spat.
"You are all so boring. You should be celebrating now!" Diana groaned and left. Everyone felt relieved when she left.
Seonghwa's bought his knees up to his chest and placed his head on them. Seonghwa knew that this was all his fault. If he wasn't so horrible to y/n last night, none of this would have happened.
The others were surprised when they heard sobs from the other side of the sofa. They looked over to the person in tears in shock. Seonghwa has never shown his feelings to the others. Even when Nari died, he kept all of his emotions in and never cried in front of anyone. He didn't want people to see him as weak or vulnerable. He couldn't hold it in today though. It made him shatter. He was petrified that y/n would hurt herself again and nobody would be there to save her.
Seonghwa didn't even understand why he got so angry at y/n last night. Maybe it was the fact that he just couldn't control his anger with seeing y/n and Wooyoung together or maybe it was the fact that it was Nari's death anniversary today. Both got to his head though.
"THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" Seonghwa didn't even bother to look up as Wooyoung screamed. He already knew that Wooyoung was directing it at him.
"Look at me you piece of shit!" Wooyoung lifted Seonghwa's head up to look at him. "You did this! You hurt her. You hurt my best friend. What did she do to you? She did nothing wrong."
Wooyoung was a mess. He needed to know that his best friend was safe so he decided to try and call her.
Yeosang watched his friend break and he felt terrible but he made a promise to y/n. He knew that y/n wouldn't answer as she already blocked them all.
"It went straight to answer phone!" Wooyoung was worried so he tried again and again and again but there was no hope. Wooyoung flung his phone across the room, making it shatter. He then stormed out, wanting to be nowhere near anybody.
Seonghwa stood up and ran from all of the guys. He felt so many emotions; angry, sad, tired and heartbroken. Yes he was heartbroken. Seonghwa had hurt the one girl that he truly cared about.
Seonghwa decided that there was only one way to get rid of the pain and that was by drinking alcohol. So that is what he did. He arrived home and grabbed any alcohol that he could find. The first drink he found was a bottle of vodka. It wasn't just any vodka though. It was strong and expensive. He looked at the strength and it said 88%. Seonghwa knew this would get his mind of everything.
By the time it got to 11:50am, Seonghwa was highly intoxicated and couldn't walk to save his life so he placed his bottle of vodka on his bedside table and collapsed onto his bed letting sleep take over him.
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This went on for weeks, which then ended up leading to months. Seonghwa no longer thought that life was worth living so he just drank away his problems. Everyone tried to help him but it was no use: he just shut them out of his life. Seonghwa had decided 'why should I deserve to be happy when the person I loved the most was broken by me?' He wished that he could apologise to y/n even if she wouldn't forgive him.
Wooyoung was in a similar situation to Seonghwa. He spent all day in his room, only coming out for university, drinks or food but he rarely ate since y/n left. He didn't even need to leave his room to shower as he had an en-suite bathroom so it made it easier to avoid anyone. Even at university, he would ignore everyone. Well other than Yeosang as they were in the same class but Wooyoung would rarely make conversation and gave short replies.
Jongho missed his best friend so much but he wasn't in the same state as Seonghwa and Wooyoung. He went on with his life, knowing that y/n did it for a reason. He was worried about her but he prayed that she was fine and enjoying her new life.
The rest were pretty much in the same frame of mind as Jongho. She chose to leave but they hoped that she was well and happy. . . . . . Happy New Year everyone!
Don't worry! This is not over yet! I have more chapters planned out <3
