When We First Met

Tears once again.

Wins POV

I get home quickly and sit in the driveway for a second. I dont want to come off as bitchy when we talk. But I'm so furious right now, I dont like being lied too. And he promised he wouldn't do anything.

I get out and go in the house. When I'm fully in I see bright sitting at the table on his laptop. Probably finishing some work I thought. I shake my head and walk to the kitchen making me a glass of water.

"Hey babe how was your day?" He asked eyes still glued to the computer
"Oh, its was great" I said sarcastically. I guess he noticed because he immediately closed his computer and came up to me.
"What's wrong? Did something bad happen?" He asked with concern in his eyes.

I move passed him and sit on the sofa
"Nothing really.....just off introduced us to his boyfriend......actually you know them....his name is gun" I said blankly without looking at him
"Oh" he smiles and sits next to me "wow i had no idea that's who gun was seeing.....I wonder why he didnt tell me" he said pretending to be hurt.
"Does it make you angry to not be told something that's important?" I asked
"Mhm I mean it doesnt hurt that bad.....I'm sure he wouldve eventually told me" he explained
"And when were you gonna tell me?"

He looks at me and tilts his head
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm asking when were you going to tell me that you got gun to beat up first" I blurted. I glared at him and watched his facial expression. But he seemed to not even care.
"I mean I didn't think he would be important.....if you would have asked I would have told you" he said sincerely
I scoff and get up and walk back to the kitchen and he follows.

"Baby why are you even mad about this? Arent you happy we even got him to leave us alone?" He questions
"Its not just that bright.......you promised
You wouldn't hurt him" I hissed
"But I didn't.....I didnt lay a finger on him. And did you really expect for nothing to happen......he hurt you. He was not about to get away with that" he yelled
"So what if he hurt me? Why would you go behind my back? You could've told me" I explained
"Then what? You wouldnt have let it happen.....babe if we didnt do anything he would still be bothering us now. Is that what you want? To get hurt again? I care about you and your safety"
"Now you care about me?" I didnt mean for it to come out rudely but it did. It's not that I dont think he doesnt, I just wished he didnt go behind me back to do this. I thought we were a team and made decisions together.

"Wow, you're really going to question if I care about you or not?" He asked "shouldnt that be me asking? Why do you eveb care if first got hurt?" He asked
"I ASKED YOU NOT TO DO ANYTHING AND YOU DID. YOU PROMISED" I shouted
"AND YOU PROMISED NOT TO LEAVE ME BUT YOU DID ANYWAY" he shouted back.

I stare at him and my lips part as I let out heavy breaths. Did he really feel that way? Did he lie about not being angry at me?

"God metawin" he cried "I just wanted you to be safe and I wanted us to be closer again......you not being here was the worse thing ever and that was all because of first. I'm sorry I didnt tell you about it, but I'm not sorry that it happened. First has hurt so many people its bound to have happened one day" he breathed out. He ran his hands through his hair and sat down at the table looking down at his feet.

I just stood there frozen, watching his movements. I wanted to apologize but I was even angrier than I was before, i dont like what he said. As if I already dont feel guilty about it, he brings it up.

"Did you lie about not being angry with me leaving too" I sneered. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes.
"No win.....I didnt lie.....I was being honest. I told you I understood why you left. Are you going to start not believing every word I say now" he insinuated
"I'm not saying I don't trust yo-"
"Well I kind of feels like you dont.....you question me for my promises and if I care for you .....what's next huh? My love for you?" He asked

He starts to softly cry and all I can do is look at him. I want to hold him, but I'm still angry. I dont know why but I do. I do still question all that stuff. Do you really love me bright? Are you sure I'm the man you want in my life?

"If you didnt lie then why did you say that? Why did you tell me I broke my promise? You already know how guilty I feel about it but yet you yell at me for it? Of course I question everything else bright.....you bring those words into this argument and you expect me not to?" I scolded. He wipes his tears and looks at me in the eyes
"Well win, if you need time to figure how I really feel then I'll give you that" he grabs his bag and keys then head out the door.

When I hear it slam and his car speed off I drop to the floor and begin sobbing. I didnt think this argument wouldve turned out this way. I just dont like being lied to, I dont want secrets being kept from me. I spent much whole life dealing with people lying and talking behind my back. I just hate it. I wanted me and bright to be like my mom and dad. I wanted us to communicate with eachother all the time. Why did I have to get angry? How is it first isnt even here but still managed to cause trouble in our relationship?

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   A/N: Short chapter. Hope you enjoy and dont kill me for this either 😬. Thank you readers 💕.