When We First Met

explaining

Brights POV

After that night at guns house I tried following his advice. Waiting patiently for win and texting him letting him I love him every chance i got.

But I've also had a problem of someone not leaving me alone as well. As soon as I was dropped off by gun I saw first waiting for me at my door. I didnt want anyone to fight, so I didnt tell gun but I tried my hardest to explain to first I didnt love him anymore. But he didn't listen he just kept saying the same thing over and over again.
"You belong with me" those words made me feel disgusted everytime they came out his mouth.

Not only have I not seen win for another 3 days. I had to deal with first his new Joe Goldberg personality. He just wouldnt give up. When I went to the gym he was there, when I woke up I saw a million text from him, and when I came home there he was with a gift everytime. What does he want? Why does he keep bothering me? Is this what win feels like when I tell him I love him?

I fought hard with my heart and my brain on whether I should stop telling him I love him every second. It was hard but I decided to stop texting him and wait for his return, if he returns at least. But now I need to deal with first I cant have him around when win comes back.

I'm home now completing some work since I still havent gone back. I decided I should start taking care of myself to be healthy and strong for win when he comes back. I had a plan on to figure out why first was really back and how I could get him to leave me alone. I decided to make a phone call to plan for a meet.

"Yes?"

"We need to talk I'll send you the location be there in 10" I hung up the phone and sent the location then left my house.

I waited for a while till the person I needed to talk to walked in. They looked nervous and was shaking a little. I wonder if they finally feel guilty for the problems they caused.

He sits down and begins speaking
"What is it bright?" They asked
"Havent heard from you since you ruined my relationship" I sneered
He cleared his throat "look I didnt know he would take it this far.....i thought he just wanted one conversation, and then he would leave you alone." He sighed
"Khao hes your bestfriend why arent you knocking some sence into him........you annoyed me for almost a week about him and then suddenly I see no calls from you anymore? Do you even know what has happened?" I asked firmly

This all started with him and his stupid oath to first that he would give him anything he wants. He stared at me for a little then his eyes began to tear up.
"I'm sorry" he started "I just dont want to lose first......hes help me through a lot and has been there for me, I hated seeing him cry over you and beg to talk to you again.......I was only trying to help I didnt know he would take it this far........and I've tried contacting him but he hasn't returned any of my calls or text.......I'm truly sorry" he started to cry letting out soft sobs.

I started to hate myself for feeling bad for him but I cant help but understand what he means. There was a time I would do anything for first as well. No matter how small or big if he wanted something I'd help him get it, first was really good at wrapping people around his finger. Poor khao was probably sucked into it over the years but didnt notice it.

When I first met khao he was this cute small shy kid, kind of like gun just less sassy and clingy. I could tell he had low confidence just by the way he let people walk all over him. They called eachother bestfriends but I didnt see him around first a lot unless first needed something, but it didnt really bother me because it meant I got to spend more time with first.

"Look i understand but can you please tell me why all of a sudden first just wants to waltz back into my life" I insisted. He nodded then wiped his tears and cleared his throat.

"Well....He came to me early in the morning with bruises all over his face and he looked in pretty bad shape. He told me 2 weeks ago you and him broke up and you left, that gun came back and beat him because you were really hurt. He said he didnt know that you had left until gun came and he didnt mean for that to happen. He told me that you guys were distant so he came up with idea to give you guys a break so you could get back together......at first i thought that was reasonable until he told me how he did it......I swear bright I had no idea he left you like that, if i did i wouldnt have let him go through with that plan, or I wouldve scolded him........he spent weeks at my house just crying and begging to have you back.......so I decided to do some digging to find you, I knew that you were in Bangkok because that's where gun lives.......for a while I followed him around hoping I would see you.....and that's when i saw you guys at the store together.......um.........that was win right?.....the guy you followed out the store?"

I paused to stare at him, I was baffled by his question. And the fact that he saw the whole thing. I raised my eyebrow
"Why do you ask?"

"I saw him get into his car and cry after he saw you with gun, and you looked pretty surprised yourself" he recalled

"Yes that was him. Now can we get back to first. Please?" I commanded

"Yea sorry........anyways I followed you home and found out where you lived. I didnt tell first in the beginning because I still wasnt sure if it was a good idea, so I just followed you more. And that's how I found out where you worked as well and that you were in a new relationship......a couple weeks I finally told first I found you but I wasmt specific about where......he begged me to tell him but I told him that you were dating someone now and that it wouldnt be good to talk to him. He got really angry and went on a rampage, he was angry and mean with everyone including me. He wouldnt talk to me unless I told him where you were. He also went missing and we were trying to find him but nothing.......that's when I called you, i told him i set up a meet for you guys if he came back......and he did......he was actually next to me when I called you......he heard it all and cried all night.......all I could do was hold him. I began to get angry with you because you didnt even consider speaking to him.......so I kept trying then finally followed you till you were alone and talked to you......that's when I came back to the hotel me and him were staying at when we were in Bangkok and I saw all my notebooks and stuff torn up and everywhere......he went through my stuff and I saw that he took out the paper that had the address to the gym.......it was too late and I didnt think I could do anything plus I was still angry with you so I left and went back home." He then looked down and started playing with his fingers

"I didnt know what happened with you and win until......someone named mike contacted me.......I dont know how he found me or how he knew me but he was pleading that I get first under control for your sake and wins....but first isnt responding to me.....I dont know where he is..."

Mike? How did mike find him? And why didnt he tell me? Those are questions for later when i see him.
"Well if you're wondering where he is, hes been following me around and bothering me.......if I'm being honest I'm pretty sure hes somewhere watching us as we speak." Khaos eyes then widen looking around everywhere till he caught eyes with something and stared with fear in his eyes.

I followed his gaze and saw him looking at first on the other side of the cafe looking straight at us. Man this guy is sneaky, I wonder if he was like that when we were dating.

First then got up from his table and walk slowly towards us. He pulled up a chair and sta right in the middle of me and khao staring the both of us down.

"Where you talking about me?"

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Thanks for the get wells I appreciate it and I was in bed mostly rewatching you because I'm excited for season 3 😭. Hope you guys enjoy.