⚜️CHAPTER 10⚜️

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KEISHA { POV }

Every time I think of Cedrix all the memories of the two of us come back to me. instead of forgetting him and having fun with the fucking men's here. but not eh!
because he just keeps disturbing my mind.
the hell I miss him.

Naramdaman ko naman ang malikot na kamay ni Enzo, wala paring pinagbago Pervert parin.

" Bro,stop that " rinig kong saway ni Tyler

" What? admit that you miss her Tyler "

" Tsk "

" but sorry, Not sorry, this girl is mine, she is mine and not yours bro." ramdam ko ang awra nilang dalawa na para bang ilang segundo na lang ay magkaka'gera na

" I- i know she's not mine anymore. but don't make her one of your Fling's " Seryosong sabi ni Tyler na ikinatingin ko sa kanya.

" What are you saying? Just admit that you are still affected by her right? " mapang'asar na tanong ni Enzo , pero hindi sya pinansin
ni Tyler

" Tsk. Who told you that she was one of my flings?. Oh comeon bro wala ka bang tiwala sakin? i'm deadly serious here " dugtong pa
ni enzo.

" Tsk " ~ Tyler

" Honey, where are you going? " para hindi na sila mag'initan ay tumayo na lang ako sa kandungan ni Enzo,

" where I would be happier " sagot ko dito.

Pero hindi pa ako nakakaalis ng marinig ko ang sinabi nya kahit na malakas ang music

" are you not happy with me honey!?" natawa na lang ako sa sigaw ni Enzo, bago ako makalayo ng tuluyan.

Well, I'm going to the bar stage.
I will sing because when I just mukmok sa sulok ay I will think of him even more lang.
I can only hurt myself lang diba?. Gusto ko
ng makalimutan si Cedrix, but I know it's not that easy, so I wish that I meet someone and make me happy, so that I can forget
about Cedrix and our memorie's

Yes im play'girl kaya bakit ako masasaktan ng ganito right?, pero hindi lahat ng katulad ko ay hindi na nasasaktan. kaya lang naman ako naging ganito na mas piniling saktan ang mga lalaki at paglaruan, dahil i want they feel
the pain felt by the women they are fooling. hindi ko naman nilalahat ang mga lalaki pero hindi nyo din ako masisisi.

Pagkapunta ko sa Stage ay kinausap ko ang mga nag'ha'handle ng Instrument's, sa una ay nagulat sila dahil matagal narin kasi akong hindi kumakanta sa mga ganitong lugar

Isa sa mga nagpapasaya sakin ay ang pagkakanta at pag'sasayaw, it seems like all my problems are swept away when I sing or dance. kaya libangan ko na talaga ito bukod sa mga lalaki. chosss

I went to the middle of the stage, Instrumental guidance began to play, sana when I finish this song I will forget you na. Kasi ang hirap, sobrang hirap Cedrix na isipin ka. lalo na yung mga alaala natin na binuong magkasama.

Song- IDGAF by Dua lipa

You call me all friendly
Tellin' me how much you miss me
That's funny, I guess you've heard my songs
Well, I'm too busy for your business🎤

paninimula ko sa kanta.

Go find a girl who wants to listen
'Cause if you think I was born yesterday
You have got me wrong
So I cut you off
I don't need your love
'Cause I already cried enough
I've been done
I've been movin' on since we said goodbye 🎤

- Sana gaya ng lyrics na ito
ay ganun din ang pakiramdam ko. sana Ganun lang kadali ang mag'move'on sayo. i hope i can see you having fun with a woman ng hindi nasasaktan. i hope i can forget the memories with you. and sawa narin ako masaktan siguro naman this time need ko na din na maging masaya
ng hindi ka kasama.

I cut you off
I don't need your love, so you can try all you want
Your time is up, I'll tell you why
You say you're sorry
But it's too late now
So save it, get gone, shut up 🎤

- hindi ko alam kung kaya ko
ba na makita ka ng hindi
nakakaramdam ng sakit? at makita ka na sana hindi maalala ang panahon na pinagtaksilan mo ako harap harapan. Yung sorry mo? you've hurt me damn you!. so i don't know if i can still trust you and give my heart again to you.

'Cause if you think I care about you now
Well, boy, I don't give a fuck
I remember that weekend
When my best friend caught you creepin'
You blamed it all on the alcohol
So I made my decision
'Cause you made your bed, sleep in it
Play the victim and switch your position
I'm through, I'm done 🎤

- It's fucking really hurt shit
you Cedrix!

'Cause if you think I care about you now
Well, boy, I don't give a fuck
I see you tryna' get to me
I see you beggin' on your knees
Boy, I don't give a fuck
So stop tryna' get to me
Tch, get up off your knees 🎤

- Even though it hurts to see you in front of me crying that time and begged to fix our broken relationship. but I was more led by pain because of what I saw. so i think it's also right to leave you with the woman you fuck with, sakto pa na Celebration of our relationship yun. where myself was a witness to that fucking you did.

'Cause, boy, I don't give a fuck About you
No, I don't give a damn
You keep reminiscin' on when you were my man
But I'm over you
Now you're all in the past
You talk all that sweet talk, but I ain't comin' back 🎤

- and now that everything we have is over, I hope you will be happy with the decision you made that is to waste my trust in you. but I hope when I face you I can not cry in front of you. I hope I can look straight into your eyes without the pain that can be seen and felt, now that the song is over, I hope the feeling that I have with you is over narin. thank you for making me happy during the one year we were together,
im happy na nakilala ka at nakasama ka, kahit sa huli ay pinaiyak mo din ako na sinasabi mong prinsesa.

I miss you but maybe it's over

nabalik naman ako sa ulirat ng marinig ko ang mga sigawan at palak'pakan nila. nakita ko din
ang kaibigan ko na nakangiting nakatingin sa direksyon ko. lumapit din sila dahil siguro
nakita nila na umiiyak ako. Well i badly miss him but i think it's time to move'on. Now
Cedrix Mariano. You can be happy without me.

" Woahhh akala ko nasa langit na ako kanina. God your voice is too much to hear nakakainis ka. bakit ba kase sobrang ganda ng boses mo huhu "

" Babycrying we are here lang. let's move'on mga bitch ! "

" Who the hell made you cry? honey "

napailing na lang ako sa bungad nila sakin pag'baba ko galing stage. Kumuha naman ako ng Tequila at nilagok ng isahan.

gusto ko na lang ngayon na magpakalasing at kalimutan sya. Pinalaya ko na kaya dapat malaya narin ako sa sakit na pinaramdam nya.

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