It's ringing in my ears
Your voice calling out to me
Feels like I'm on a rollercoaster
One that makes it hard to breathe
No feelings equates to indifference
I know that's how you feel towards me
Why did I let you have fun?
Why did I let you lie to me?
I'm stroking old scars
Being driven in cars
My hands and lips tremble
It's so cold inside
You're whispering in my ears
Strong hands to grab my waist
You're making sure I face you
And say it's warm inside
Gathered into your lap
I'd never felt smaller
You forced everyone to leave
Yet, I had to stay longer
You're marking my skin
You're marking my heart
You're marking my head
I was yours from the start
Don't take advantage
You dealt so much damage
Don't say it should've happened
I was naive and panicked
Don't harass me anymore
I hate I'm so clingy
I'm trying so hard to leave you
But I don't want you to leave me
Am I doing this to myself?
Letting you back into my life
Was a solemn mistake
I should have never tried
Caressing my skin as though
It's the softest thing you've touched
Panting on my neck as though
You're fully driven by lust
Flashing girls and rings in my face
Letting me see in from a window
Sneaking me into your house
Cause you don't want anyone to know
Touching me again
Breath warming my skin
Blood flowing from within
Ever since you began
Ever since you began
YOU ARE READING
Bittersweet To Me
PoetryAlmost like a trip down memory lane, except I've forgotten more than half of everything and anything happy has fled. I'm always getting trapped inside of my own head, my emotions rule my body. I have to find an escape. My memories are so bitterswee...
