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Tomikas POV

Oh um hey my names Tomika young I'm 15 and no one knows this but I overthink a lot no one knows tho, it's Friday I just got out of school I was in my room I checked my phone it's 1:15 mom was supposed to be home five minutes ago

What happened? Is she ok? Did she get in a crash? Why hasn't she called us? Is she avoiding dad cause their having problems?

I heard the front door open and my moms voice echo through the house I sighed in relief I opened my phone again and went to the notes app I wrote down the thoughts,the time, and the date I find it therapeutic to write it down

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up I started texting my boyfriend Zack

Hey baby good morning ❤️

He didn't respond he's usually up by now
Is he ignoring me? Why's he not replying?

Good morning

I perked up, wait the energy is off he didn't use a heart he usually does one what's wrong?

Wanna face time

I'm busy rn later?

He usually agrees is he loosing feelings? what's he doing? Why is he busy?

LATER

We were on FaceTime

Z: babe I'm going to a party, love you

T: ok I love you be safe

I ended the FaceTime what if something happens to him? What if he gets in a car crash? He said love you instead of "I love you"

There's gonna be so many prettier girls there, what if he falls in love with another girl? What if he meets another girl no wait he chose me for a reason...

But what if he doesn't really like me? He can leave me at any second and crush my world, but why did he choose me

A FEW HOURS LATER

Zack texted me

Babe I'm really tired goodnight

Goodnight sleep good

What if he FaceTimes another girl? Is he actually going to sleep? He's active on Instagram, did he lie to me? Am I good enough? Am I being to clingy? He deserves better than me are we falling out of love

To keep him with me will I have to let him cripple my innocence, s-should I spread apart my legs for him to keep him happy will he leave me if I don't? Is he even thinking about it?

THE NEXT DAY

Me and Zack were FaceTiming

Z: babe

T: yea

Z: I gotta go to football practice

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