--- sugahina garbage ✨

---(c h a p t e r 5 + 6)✨

YOU'RE WELCOME @DaNestIsIn I ENDED THE CLIFFHANGER

--- c h  5  -  s u g a w a r a ' s  p o v  ✨

Hinata had yelped like he was in pain but couldn't respond to me if I asked if he was okay. I turned him over and tears started running down his face. I tried so hard to think of something nice to say to him but nothing seemed to fit. I rubbed his tears away with a gentle movement of my thumb and I hugged him close. Small sobs shook his small frame which almost pained me too... Hinata is too sweet to be put in this much pain...
I started running my hand through his hair and he calmed down slowly and he stopped sobbing. Soon the pain must have worn off as he moved close to me and straightened out. He looked up to me with an apologetic look, but I quickly gave him a soft smile to tell him he's okay and I would never hurt him emotionally for expression.
"Are you okay now Hinata?" I asked, hoping I won't scare him or anything.
"Yeah.. thank you a lot..." he said with a polite smile.
"It's okay, really..." I told him quietly as he nestled his face under my chin.

--- c h  6 - h i n a t a ' s  p o v ✨

I buried my face under his chin gently and he moved slightly to adapt to me. I just wanted to kiss him so bad sometimes. As I brought my arms around him some more, he ran a hand gently through my hair.
It was calming, and I held myself as close to him as I could. He's so nice to me but for what? Doesn't everybody like Kageyama more anyways? What talent do I have besides being fast and having good reflexes?
"Hinata, you're shaking again.. are you okay.?" Sugawara asked me quietly.
I could hardly hear him. It distracted me from my self-depricating questions just for a second but it just got worse.
Why did anybody want me on their team in high school? All I did is spike, I couldn't do anything else helpful. Sugawara probably cares more about the others from high school anyways... Why does he care? I'm nothing.
"Hinata..?" he asked again, holding me together like tape on ripped paper. I couldn't hear him, my brain felt like it was covered in mist... Why does he care so much? I'm not helpful or anything.. Sugawara has to like everybody else more than him.. he probably doesn't even like me the way I like him. He's just so much better. I'm a nobody...
I didn't know it, but I'd started crying too, without making any noise...

a/n: NOT ME SELF PROJECTING ON HINATA JAJWNWNENNWNDHWJNE