𝐝𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬

𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏'𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆

pain rots within me.
deep in my heart,
i feel dead.

the coldness swallows me whole,
leaving my bones to shatter.
when i think,
rubatosis flutters through me,
leaving me blind-sighted...

because i thought i was dead.

long gone,
but i realize,
i want to live.
to breathe.
to feel alive again.

but the pain drowns me once again,
in my thoughts,
leaving my body out in the cold,
where the pain can come once more.

pain only brings you to one conclusion.

feeling alive is something,
that you must desire.

but i am dead.