Finding you

Bad Dream

The italics is her dream, I'm trying something different this chapter please tell me if I should do more or just right how I have been.

I woke up to my mother screaming in my face telling me that I was nothing but a waste for space and if I didn't lose weight I would never be able to find love because no one wants a "fat girl with a pretty face" I started crying which only made her more mad at me

I felt her grab me by my hair and start dragging me to the room, when I noticed it I started screaming for Kody and Jack asking them to help me and pleading with my mother not to take me to the room. She turned around and started screaming and shaking me violently... Mikayla... MIKAYLA

I woke up to a very worried Jack holding me by my arms, when I saw his face I instantly wrapped myself around him crying into his neck, he whispered sweet things in my ears telling me I was safe and everything was ok

I felt Kody rubbing my back lightly patting it to help me ease my breaths, we stayed like that for what felt like hours but it was only minutes. I felt Jack hand me to Kody and he left the room I started crying more thinking I upset Jack so bad he did wanna be around me, Kody told me to look at him and when I did he asked "why are you crying again princess?" With a quiet voice I told him "I make Jack upset and he doesn't wanna be around me-" just as i finished the sentence Jack came back in the room with what looked like a pull-up, onesie and a bottle

I looked at him and Kody with confusion, Kody then told me "princess we need you to wear these for now, you had an accident and these are the only thing we have for you here" I stared intently at the bottle when Jack finally said "I figured it would ease your nerves a little babygirl" I felt Kody pick me up and I fought a little to be put down but Kody gave me a look and a tap on the butt silently telling me to stop because he wasn't going to put me down.

He got the pull-up and onesie from Jack and walked into the bathroom, he put me on the counter and walked over to the bath and turned it on putting what looked like bubbles into it making me smile lightly, when he came back to me he asked if he could help me get undressed and take a bath, I looked up at him with worried eyes and he kissed me all over my face and told me that he was only going to take care of me and help me bathe

I lightly nodded my head and lifted my arms a little, he grabbed the bottom of my shirt and put it over my head I covered myself and looked up at him, he was looking strait into my eyes not at my body which made me feel at ease

He helped me hop off the counter and he moved his hands to my hips to take off my panties making my breath hitch in my throat, he looked at me and asked "princess are you ok if I take off your pantie or do you want to?" I could feel my cheeks become warm as I blushed

He gave me a smile and told me I could take them off and get in the bath and he would be right back, as he walked out the bathroom door it felt like I had the weight of the world on my shoulders, I started to shake and it was getting harder to breath, I fall to the ground making a loud noise as I fell

I hear Kody and Jack calling to me to see if I was ok but I couldn't say anything, my throat was to tight trying not to make a sound, they called out again but I just rolled up in a ball the best I could and just started to cry

I just laid on the floor with my eyes close as the tears steamed down my face, I hear the door open but I don't look. I try to cover my body more not wanting them to see my ugly body, I feel someone sit behind me and pull me into their lap, I try to resist and pull away

His arms wrapping around me tightly, not right enough to hurt me but enough to make me feel secure, I take a deep breath in and my world slowly fades into darkness...

Hi guys I'm so so so sorry for the late update, just trying to live life and what not. I hope I can't start updating better, please be kind and patent with me. I just wanna say thank you and I love all of y'all, y'all are my little lovebugs❤️❤️❤️