Black INK 💓💓💓💓💓

better than nothing

The first day you looked at me
When you snub me
And left me confused

What about the second day
Your arrogance was so heart breaking
And your words carried so much wisdom

Next ,I had no choice but to hate you at first
It did not took me long to discover the lust
or should I say unwanted crush

We got closer not because we wanted
But something always came up
You tried avoiding me I also did

Things got difficult I felt I needed you
But you felt I was a naive adolescent
You proved to be more mature

I had no clue about my emotions
But I was ready to take the risk
You got more bitter but I more attached

I thought about giving up but then
You indirectly gave me reasons to stay
And when I thought you were ready for us

Boom , I found out it was my imagination
I tried to get hold of myself
I was losing my mind every new day

But you were okay and me sick
Sick with myself and my stupidity 😖
When I decided to wake up from all this

You called and told me how you love me
Not romantically but as a sister
With a broken heart I saw it better than nothing.
 

        Black INK.