its the day before the party so me and autumn decide to go shopping for tomorrow. its a neon themed party so we had to get something that fitted the theme. after school i fetch autumn then we go to a thrift shop. i spot a neon blue crop and a pair of black jeans with a belt for autumn. "thanks babe!" babe? she pecks me on the lips and she goes to the changing room i spot something that want to wear.
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autumn comes out of the changing room, i show my outfit and we get to paying. as i am paying for what we chose, autumn starts to hug me from behind. i dont know why i get butterflies but i do. i hand her bag and we leave. when get to college, we both go to my room. while going there, she starts to hold my hand. she's been pretty intermate with me and i am getting kind of concerned. we get there and just watch Netflix on the tv since its a free day tomorrow. its getting late so tell autumn. " hey autumn, its getting pretty late i think you should go." aww no luv can i stay?" what the fuck is going on.
i let her stay and after a few minutes later i fall asleep. when i wake i fell a warm body against mine . holy shit autumn has been spooning me since last night. this feels so wrong but i dont want to wake her up so i go back to sleep. after a few i wake up to being kissed all around my face and neck. " goodmorning baby " "no autumn this needs to stop. you have a fucking girlfriend." " well she doesnt need to know that" "i cant with you right now."
i wake up and get ready for the party while autumn scrolls through twitter. when im done and put on my clothes i hear her say " damn babe you look sexyy" she said what!?"can you like stop hitting on me it isnt like you to do this." hours go by and 10pm. autumn is ready so we pick up the others. the car ride there was pretty quiet and its stayed like that until we had to show our tickets. an hour of partying with a bunch of people and i can see everyone i came with is drunk. as i am looking for billie with zoe i see her doing coke. this was her 5th line already.
" i need to go home" i said to zoe "what!?" "i said i wanna go fucking home! "seeing billie high just hurts my heart because that is the only time she wants to talk to me.
BILLIE'S POV
everything is so fucking blurry. but i manage to see y/n, zoe and autumn leaving. i quickly stumble to the door " billie we're leaving." zoe says to me in a stern voice. "ahh what whyy!?" "you hurt y/n." i see in the car so i get in and close the door. "what the fuck do you want" "y/n i can explain-" " no you cant billie you can barely fucking walk! you said that you would quit this shit but you lied!! i trusted you." " im sorry but they told me to try it and i was-" " you are pulling on my heart strings and you know it. why is it that when youre high you get so touchy-feely with me? you know i fucking love you and i hate to see you like this." oh i really did fuck up. " luv im so sorry but i-"
Y/N'S POV
as billie was about to say something she blacks out into my arms. i start to ball my eyes out because i knew this was going to happen at some point. autumn and zoe drives us home while i try to get billie to wake up. when we arrive i get billie to my room and we all go back to our rooms. i change into my sports bra and a pair of shorts. i get into the bed and splash water onto her face to get her to wake up. "mhhmmm y/n?" " yes billie?" " i-im sorry" " its okay but please dont that shit anymore." " i promise" i help billie up and she changed into the same thing im wearing. we get back into bed and she starts playing with my hair. 'y/n?" "yes bil?" " did you really mean it when you said you loved me?" " i did billie." " are you into girls?" wait is she asking me out? but im still mad at her.
"uhh yea i am" "so if you are whats your answer?" she looks down at me with red eyes and her messy hair. "well billie i love you, i really do but i just dont know." She starts blushing and kisses me. "well i will wait for you. take your time okay? i love you" we watched the office as we drifted off into sleep.
heyy so i thought this would be good for part 3 so yeah! please vote and i hoped you liked this one. im out😆
