Love.
What is love anyways? I always wanted to be in love. The idea of being with someone who cares for you, gives you so much affection, and you return that same courtesy, without having to ask for it and vice versa.
But what does it matter?
It's just a four letter word to me now.
Ever since HIM.
He ruined love for me. He ruined trusting people for me. He lied, manipulated me, abused me, hid things from me, controlled me. From the beginning of the relationship.
I made a vow to myself. To never. EVER. Let anyone else in anymore. To never let people see how I feel. To not go to anyone anymore. I am not gonna go through that same mistake again. I am never gonna let my guard down for anyone. I'm just a broken person. Someone who will never be fixed again. Just always living on edge that every single person I meet is going to hurt me.
This is the story.
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RomanceLove isn't a real thing. It is as simple as that. I made the mistake of opening my heart up to a boy and it all went downhill from there. Although there were some good parts in the relationships, it left me completely broken, causing me to shut out...
