HOW WE MET

G.

10 weeks later

nau'jour pov: 

so for the past few day i have been throwing up a craving bacon yesterday i took a pregnancy test and it came back positive an i always wearing hoodies cause my stomach is getting a little bump and now i have a appointment today so i put this on 

and went down stairs (she still at her dad house)and to the kitchen to get some bacon causne my dad made some ''hey nau where you going''laii said as i was about to leave ''some where''i said leaving the house get in the car going to the appointment 

20 minutes later 

when i got there i had to sign in then when i was done the doctor will be out shortly. when the doctor came she told me come to the back i laid on the table an pulled my shirt up when she put the jell on my bell it was cold then i saw the on the screan

after seeing that i was having twins was happy but at the same time sad cause i am scared of what von say about it  so i never told any one about me being pregnant i then left after they was done when i got in the car and cryed when i was done i i put on some sunglasses so they won't see my tears an ask why was i started to the house

PLAY SONG NOW

as i was dirving i started to thing of all the stuff was going on the i heard look so i look an saw i al most hit a car but i slamed on the brakes before any thing could happened cause i was 4 centermeters away from that car. once i got to the house i walked in aith my head down i walk to my room an close an lock it i grabbed the picture of the babys cause i wanted one so i can put it with the other ones i get as i look at the pic some one called but i let it ring then i started to pump more milk for layla.after i was done i had put my the milk in her bag and went to yb house 

20 minutes later

after i was at his house i put my bennie on with mym shades on i walked to his door an walked in after i walked in the living room an saw every on in there even von just great i gave the milk to yb cause he was holding lay ''sis why you got shades on in the house''boomer asked me ''nothing i am good''i said as the pic fell out my pocket they all look at it i picked it up fast ''fuck is that yo what you got going on what you hiding''von asked as i looked up from not crying cause i miss him his voice his smile waking up look at his face just like i miss every thing about ''i have been cry my eyes out thats what i am hiding alone i fell gone not there missing you cause i can't wake up to see you face just want you to kiss me to you just tell me you are there for me that every thing is ok that you will alway be with me for you to tell me you love me i am not normal i am try to not stress my self out 9 weeks ago you remember when i was going to the store i did i got a pregnancy test cause i was sick an throwing up every morning sings of pregnancy was happening i took it an it......it came back positive when i had lay i was alway told i can't have kids any more i was 4 when it first happen i never got to fell what a normal kid has getting raped at a young age an it happening to your kids i am not normal i have demons i am in the third month of my pregnancy i have been crying,depressed,eating little,having flashbacks,almost crashing every time i am in a car diving but i don't cause i always here little voices tell me to look to day before i got here i was 4 fucking centermeters away from a car an i was doing 309 an was supposed to be going 40 miles i could have died i am almost done i have been cutting again thinking of death every day nonstop every day when i wake up until i go to bed i have been whereing ig close cause not only i am pregnant i am having twins the day i was told i was going to die at 4 that is why i think about death so much black the color is me gone never smiled every since i was 3 i stoped cause nothing ever made me really''i said cry as i gave him the pic out my pocket i then walk away but then get pulled back to be  lips on mine i kissed back when i felt who the lips was the kiss got very heatted very fast he then picks me up  and i rapped my legs around his waist and arms around his neck as he walks us to the guest room once we got in there and he took off his shirt off i took my bennie and put my hair in a ponytail and took my hoodie then von look at my stomach ''you really is pregnant i thought you was lieing''he said witch turned me all the way off like really nigga(what his stomach look like)