where in Seoul 'Jeon Jungkook' is the world's most dengerous mafia known for his ruthless personality... and another side 'kim seokjin' World's no.1 succesful billionaire businessman known for his cold personality.....
both of their sides are totall...
I can hear the song of the birds, I can feel the freshness in the air, the cold wind touch my cheeks with softness, the sun is not fully set in the sky, I can just see the yellow and orange mixed colour in the sky....
I woke up really early today, I woke up before my alarm, I setting my alarm at 6:00 am. because today I have a important metting so I wanted to go early today in my company so I set my alarm on 6:00 so, I don't have to be late... but yesterday night I don't have a nice sleep because the fact is that I'm actually married now is unexpected thing for me.... I really don't believe that now I'm no longer alone that for now on another person whom I really don't know anything is carry my surname with him, is also carry my identity with him....
So, today I woke up before my alarm.. It's not that I care about him or have any kind of expections from him or have any interest in him.... it's just that now I'm a married man, that's it... and I know that I never able to give the needs the attention the love what he wants, he is a mafia but that doesn't change that he is a human too and maybe he is rude, cold what rumours told about him but I know I can feel that he have a heart not like me... I admit it that after that day I started to change myself and now I no longer the Kim Seokjin whom I used to be in my childhood days....
People say that I don't have any kind of emotions, I don't have a heart, I don't know how to love someone or respect someone, I'm careless, I'm cold-cold as ice--- but the rumours is sadly __true.. that's why in my life I never wanted to get married... because I never able to fulfill the needs they want... So, I already clear everything to Jungkook before our marriage... Because I don't want to give him false hope or any kind of expections... I don't know what is love, I don't know what it feels to fall in love with someone, I don't know how to love someone, I don't know why I never have interest in someone?? I don't know my questions answers.. so I never give it a try to search for answers...
I snapped out off my thoughts when my alarm suddenly started to rang wanted to tell me that for today my day starts now....
I stopped the alarm and go to my bathroom to have my bath... after having a relaxing 20 minutes bath I go to my closet room....
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After 10 minutes I ready for my day...
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