{ y̶o̶u̶ s̶a̶i̶d̶ f̶o̶r̶e̶v̶e̶r̶. } - k. jacobs

memories - cpt. 2

 You really cared about him, and you would always help him reach his dreams and priorities, but hearing about that girl really hurt. you should help him though, because you want what's best for him. so doing so, you supported whatever he wanted. you tried to stop thinking about that and you got dressed drive with karl to the mall.

 you arrived at the mall, you guys were singing your favorite song that you guys made when you were kids. the memories were flooding in and it was heart warming, just as it was getting good - he stopped at bath & body works to talk to that girl. you couldn't just watch that, so you walked over to hollister and got yourself a couple of things, those things consisted of a  hoodie in karls size, a new pair of mom jeans, and a blouse off-the-shoulder shirt. you guys finally met up at the food court and ate some panda express, karl mentions, " y/n, i like the stuff you got!" you smile, " thanks karl, i actually got you that hoodie in there. " he pulls it out the bag and with a smile ear to ear on his face, he says, " thank you so much y/n! i love it." he changes his hoodie and puts on the hoodie you got him and it made you so happy and you felt butterflies in your stomach. after the mall you guys travelled to his house, which is almost an hour and a half away. you guys sung your song again, 

                                                             ( to the tune of twinkle twinkle )

                                                 karl and y/n, we are best friends.

                                               yes we are , until the end.

                                            i love you, you love me.

                                    you are like, my fam-i-ly.

it might've been childish or dumb, but it was now so meaningful, you couldn't just change it. you guys sung it all the time, together, by yourselves, anywhere. you looked over after every red light or stop sign and he looked back. you loved him so much, but you have to keep it in. you then felt a sudden stop and karl tapped your shoulder, " y/n, lets go to that park bench over there! " you smiled, getting out of the car. you guys walked over to the bench and sat there, staring at the stars. it was quiet for a couple minutes until karl said, " y/n, i really like her. i feel like she's the one, ya' know? " you gave him a quick smile, then said, " i don't know, i never have really felt like that. but i bet she is karl, you guys look like the perfect couple. " your heart dropped again, you then said, " i think i'm ready to go home. " he nodded, putting his arm around your shoulder and walking you to the car.

he dropped you off at your house, before his car drove away, he said, " goodnight y/n, have a good sleep. " you smiled at him and walked in. you took off your shoes and put them by the door, and then setting your wallet down. you walked to the bathroom and took a shower, you remembered all those moments as a kid and you were wondering how you didn't notice this crush sooner.