I still dont feel that he is not coming back .To me death is a wonderful thing that I can't understand.when one of our family member died he or she is no longer one of us.we cant feel them even we stay closed his or her body.when my father lost i didn't go closed to him.I watched him from far.because I didn't feel him like my farther.
Until we die everyone will call us using our names or nick names or what other people used to call us.but after we died people will call us her body ,his body or even just the body. I know no one can read and understand this.To tell the truth I also don't know how to express my feelings as they are.
