Breakthrough

Chapter 2

Chapter 2

"Nicolai" he stopped.

"francy.." she smiled at me and, "you should talk to him, go" aniya

pero nagtuloy tuloy si nico paalis so I chased after him.

"Nico!" hindi siya huminto.

"doggy!" he stopped. Magic word.

Agad akong pumunta sa harap niya. I finally get to see him this close again.. his eyes, his dark eyes, his chiseled jaw, messy brown hair, and thick brows. I'll never get tired of this view.

"nico.." I can feel my tears building up. I missed you. I still miss you even at this moment.

"Mendrada" aniya nang hindi ako tinitignan.

"Can we talk?" please...

"Naguusap na tayo" he's cold.

"A-Ahh kumain ka na ba? Come on ililibre kita sa favorite mong food stall sa mall." sabi ko at hinawakan ang kamay niya para hilaahin pero agad niyang binawi ang braso niya, sa liit kong ito ay halos tumalsik ako..

"What are you doing, cassidy?" he looks irritated.

"I- I just want to catch up, it's been three years..'

"Exactly. It's been three years since you disappeared and now you want to catch up? You can do that by yourself may gagawin pa ako."

"Bakit hindi mo sinabi sakin na iniwan kayo ni tito?" I asked bago pa siya gumalaw.

"Bakit pa? Iniwan mo rin naman ako. Cass I really don't want to talk right now."

"five minutes." he sighed at tumango.

"I don't know where to start.... I- I want to say sorry for not telling you na aalis na ako. It was so hard for me, my parents got divorced kailangan kong umalis kasama si mama papuntang australia.... natakot akong magpaalam sainyo.. sayo so I left without saying goodbye."

It fell, my tear came streaming down my face. It's inevitable.

"If I had told you na iniwan kami ni dad, aalis ka pa rin ba? Or atleast tell me you were leaving?" hindi ako makasagot. "I thought so too. I know that you were scared pero hindi ka takot na iiwan mo ako. You were scared because you're running away from something.."

"you know me so well..." I wiped my tears

"I have to go." he said and left.

"I want him back, francy" I'm still crying. Sana nasabi ko sakaniya n a mahal ko pa rin siya.

"worth it pa rin ba?" tanong niya saakin.

"what do you mean?"

"It's been three years, cass. Sobran dami nang nangyari sakaniya. Flings, relationships. And sobrang nasaktan mo siya"

"I know that kaya nga nagsorry ako sakaniya kanina. Edi kung hindi na kami mag work, ako na yung lalayo, kung kaya ko..." I want him back. I want him telling me kung may problema siya. I want him to tell me he still love me.

"Bakit hindi ka na lang kasi humanap ng ka age mo? How about jacob? Or arson? Shawn? Ganda ganda mo nagpapakatanga ka sa lalaking yon."

"Francy, alam mo kung mahal mo yung tao you'll do anything AND everything for them. Plus hindi ba't ikaw ang nagsabing ayos lang magpakatanga kung worth it naman? I can feel that it's worth it to risk again."