Breakthrough

Chapter 7

Cassidy.

"For what?" I asked him pero he didn't answer.

"Baby you're here na pala. I'll change my clothes muna then we can go na sa ob clinic."

That's what he's sorry for. He's sorry for getting angel pregnant. I was expecting na he's sorry for treating me badly since I returned here sa Pilipinas. Ii guess this is my fault.

"She's 3 months pregnant. I wanted to tell pero pero naospital ka, I didn't want to stress you out. I'm really sorry, cass" he said pag alis ni angel.

Hinayaan ko lang tumulong ang mga luha ko, "Hindi mo kailangan magpaliwanag. Unang una hindi naman ang dahilan ng pag balk ko dito, pangalawa akong ang nangiwan sayo kaya I'm sorry nico. For leaving you. I hope you're happy now lalo pa't mag kakaanak ka na. Congrats"

Lumabas ako sa bookstore na walang dala kundi ang sarili at mga luha ko.

"Cassidy? Umiiyak ka ba?" tanong saakin ni jake,

I hugged him. Right now all I need is a person who I can cry on.

Nico and I have had a lot of closures since mababalik ako pero this time, sure na ako na we're finally over.

I told jake I need to rest kaya ihinatid niya ako sa bahay.

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"hey, bakit gising ka pa?" ani papa nang maabutan akong nakatulala sa sala namin gayong madaling araw na.

"hindi po ako makatulog." sagot ko..

Lumapit siya at umupo sa tabi ko.

"You're so strong, I'm what's bothering you right now, malalagpasan mo din."

"My heart is bothering me, pa. Hindi ko alam kung bukas buhay pa ba ako. Istill have a lot of things I want to do.. sometimes gusto ko pang lumaban, pero may times na hindi ko na kayang kayanin." once again I started tearing up.

"Cassidy anak kita hindi ba? Malalakas anag lahi natin. Minsan talaga makakaranas tayo ng paghihirap, sa kondisyon mo anak maswerte ka pa na magkausap tayo ngayon. You have been figthing your whole life ngayon ka pa ba susuko kung kelan may donor ka na?" gulat akong lumingon kay papa