CATCH ME WHEN I FALL

PROLOGUE

Seeing the relationship you both build together fading is the most heartbreaking scene..

Hi I am Yanna Marie Acosta I am a college student at Magsaysay La Sa Avedra University...

Kapag nagmahal ka you can do everything and give everything you have until sometimes there is nothing left for yourself and maybe thats the worst thing of love.

which is more painful? Ang makitang may mahal na syang iba or makitang napagod lang kayong dalawa at wala kayong choice kundi bitawan ang isat isa?

"Im sick with this relationship yana! Wala ka ng ginawa kundi paghigpitan ako at i control ang buhay na gusto ko!" Rinig kong sigaw ng boyfriend ko

"May iba na ba?" I ask dahil imposibleng mauwi nalang ang lahat sa ganto ng walang kahit anumang dahilan

"Wala! I said wala! Im tired of loving the hell out of you! Im tired for giving the best of me na kita naman sa mga mata mo na parang wala lang sayo-" he mumbled

my tears couldn't stop it from coming out..they dripped down my cheek and I couldn't help but sob..it was so painful to think that he was tired of loving me while I gave him everything I could do... I sat down and cried on my own thighs and let out all the strange pain I had just felt right now.

Umupo den sya and he cupped my face. Our eyes met and I couldnt help but to cry.

"Bakit napagod ka?" Tanong ko habang nalabo ang mga mata ko dahil sa nagbabadyang luha

"Sorry-"

"Sorry dahil di ko natupad ang pangako kong di ako bibitaw kahit mapagod ako pero yana--walang wala nako" and he cried infront of me

"Nung time na napagod din ako binitawan ba kita? Nanatili ako sa tabi mo nung mga panahong ayoko na! Pero bakit nung napagod ka binitawan moko ng ganon kadali?!"

He burst out crying infront of me..regretting all the decisions he made but he keeps on standing with his decisions..

"Is it finally over?" I asked habang ang mga mata ko ay nagmamakaawang wag nya ituloy.

"Were over." He straightly mumbled

I get up on my knees and yumuko at nakatingin sakanya

"Im begging for once..can you please take all this pain  once I set you free?"

"I wish I can Yanna--i wish i can take that" he mumbled while crying

"Its so painful to see our relationship end like this without thirdparties or third wheel coz were only tired to each other and give up everything we built together..do you know how much I love you right? Take care of y-yourself" my voice cracked when I say the last statement and burst out to tears but I left him and run away.