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It's been four days since we came home from the hospital, and now we are planning to pay a visit for Lisa. It was supposed to be yesterday but unnies said i should rest more, i complained by that but they promised me they'll take me to the hospital the other day, so here we are

"Jen? You ready?" Jisoo asked as she peeked through my door

"Yeah, i'm coming" i smiled at her and followed her downstairs. I'm in a good mood right now because we are visiting Lisa. I guess having some rest isn't so bad at all

I went out and lock the door before hopping in the car then we headed to the hospital. Also, it's my first check up day to confirm my pregnancy

The ride was short, no traffic so we arrived at the hospital fast. We went to the nurse in the recieving area to ask Lisa's room number

"Miss? May we know what Lalisa Manoban's room number?" I asked

"Oh! Pleasure to meet you again mrs. Manoban. I apologise for my acts yesterday. I didn't expect ms. Manoban to have a wife" she said while smiling

"Mrs. Manoban? Jennie? You're married and didn't even bother inviting us? How rude of you! The foods... those foods!-.." i cut Jisoo's rambling. She's a weirdo

"Can you just tell us Manoban's room" i told the nurse and she only look at me as if i'm a weird ass bitch

"I'm sorry to ask but, don't you know she was tranferred to Australia last night?" She asked. Transferred? What the..

"W-what do you mean tranferred?" I stammered

"She gained her consciousness yesterday on the afternoon. I'm sorry for saying this but i heard a gossip that Young Miss and Big Boss had a fight before her men told us that she'll be transferred to Australia. I thought you know. You're her wife, right?" she asked which made my eyes became glassy. She was taken away, i didn't even got the chance to take care of her. My body trembled. I felt a hand holding me, it was my cousin with a sad, comforting smile. I hug her and cried on her arms and she embraced me

"She's gone.." i uttered with a muffled voice while my cousin was rubbing my back

"Chunnie, she's gone!" I cried at Jisoo, she only gave me a smile

THIRD PERSON's PoV

"Chunnie, she's gone!" Jennie sobbed while her cousin gave her a smile. For Jisoo, it hurts her seeing her only family in that situation, she took care of her, raise her even when they are just kids. She's been a big part of her that seeing her baby cousin like that affects her. She's been the her parent, her big sister and her bestfriend. They've been through a lot, she felt what her baby cousin was feeling. It has twice stronger impact to her. One because Jennie was crying, two is because she can't do anything to help Jennie at ease. As much as she want to chase Lisa and bring her back in order to make Jennie smile, she can't. She just can't, she was powerless and there's no way she can find any track of them. She felt so useless

"Let's deal with this later. Let us get you and your baby checked up" Jisoo said trying her best not to burst out crying. She needs to be strong because she's the oldest between her and her cousin. At least that's what she believed

They brought the crying Jennie to the doctor to get her first check up done

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"Congratulations miss Kim! You're a mommy for six weeks now!" The doctor beemed which made Jennie cry for the second time of the day. She can't explain what she's feeling. She was baffled

"You must be delighted! I know that feeling when i had my first baby. Anyways! Here's the list of prohibitted activities and foods. I'll go now! Congratulations once again" yhe doctor lastly said and left the girls

They fell into silence. No one dared to talk, only Jennie's sobs can be heard while Jisoo is on the corner, staring at her cousin. Hoping for meracle, asking Lisa to come back through her thoughts

"Hyun, let's go home" Jisoo voiced before helping her cousin and brought her to the parking lot

"Deukie? You want ice cream?" Wendy offered with a smile while Jennie nod to and so they went to a ice cream parlor

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"Milk ice cream?"

"I'll have chocolate" Jennie answered to which earned stare from her unnies

"What happened to your milk ice cream addiction?" Irine asked

"What happened to vanilla?" Wendy seconded

"Stop with the questions guys. Let's just buy and go home" Jisoo scolded, while the other three pouted

"Weirdos" she chuckled

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"Jen? You okay?" Jisoo asked which Jennie nod to

"I was just wondering what would be Lisa's reaction after knowing we really have a baby. Will she be very excited? Will she smile? I mean.. i never saw her smile up close-..it's just.." She paused as she felt her eyes became watery

"I shouldn't push her away.. it's all my fault" she added with a sob

"Jen.. let's get over it, events are already done. Like what the nurse said, she was awake, that means she's okay. She got taken by her father so don't sorry about her" Jisoo boredly said. She was quite piss on how her cousin blame herself for what happened. It was an accident, it's not like she did something to Lisa's car engine. No one expect that to happen. She knew it happened for a reason

"C'mmon Jen, have some sleep. You'll be better after" Wendy said while the others agreed to

'If only i was braver.. what if i was braver? What if i let her explain? What if i wasn't so selfish? What if i wasn't so unfair to her? Would she be still here? What if i can bring back the time and change all the events and act more mature? I'm so childish.." Jennie thought. She has alot of 'what if's' in mind that she hope she've done. What if she didn't let her fear and anger take over her? Would they be still the same?


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