"haha yeah
i want to kill myself"
it sounded like a joke.
but was it really?
no it wasn't.
but i would never kill myself.
right?
i never would have enough courage.
never brave enough to face the storm,
when it fails.
all the questions
i know i would be asked.
so instead of tightening that rope
into my neck.
i merely tied the rope inside me,
ever so slightly tighter.
