delicate hearts.

XX

it was January the third

our first date.

oh how excited I was

to spend the time with you.

you took me out

to my favourite restaurant.

then you took me ice-skating

oh how much fun I had.

it was September the third

when I realised something.

you did not love me anymore

and you showed it to me.

did you not realise how bad I was feeling ?

did you not realise how depressed I was ?

did you not realise how you destroyed me

by ignoring me ?

you gave me every reason to leave.

but I didn't.

I couldn't.

I felt like you needed me and I needed you.

thats why I stayed.

but not for long

because I knew you didn't deserve me.

I pulled myself together and left you.

Best decision I have ever made.

- sja

our beginning and our ending