𝐍𝐞𝐰𝐬𝐢𝐞𝐬 || 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

JackCrutchie

Prompt: Angst, Song AU

Words: 

Requested by: bi-sloths

TW: Death, 9/11

AN: I don't even ship it but I've been meaning to write this for a while and yes...I am this evil

well i have absolutely nothing for this one and i kinda accidentally deleted the beginning anyways, i don't know how to write a song fic and am not even sure why I'm publishing it but yeah the song's sad so have fun with that

Jacks POV

Nevertheless, I went back to that small Gristides the next night, mostly to see if he would even come. He did. We had dinner and he kissed me goodnight. A week later, and we met again. We went to a play that time. I remember his soft laughter. I remember how no matter how bad it was he still clapped. The week after that we sat around. We watched all our favorite movies. I remember the feel of his head resting on my shoulder, nestling into each other, steaming mugs of hot chocolate in our hands. The time flew by and suddenly it had been eight or nine months passed by when he said "Hey, whatcha doing the rest of your life?'

Because I'll be here
At the corner of Bleaker and Mercer tomorrow at 7
If you want to meet up, I'll be waiting right here,
And in case there are two fellas waiting for you, my name's Crutchie."
He waved and then he was gone

The wedding was in September. Just our friends with a rock band that played in some old synagogue. We bought our apartment less than a month later. I remember the late-night talks we had. All the plans we had. We talked about children and getting a dog. We promised to take the day off on our first anniversary. He had to stop in his office

And we promised to take the day off.
He had to stop into his office that morning,
And so I went walking uptown to this bakery I know.
When I heard on the street what I thought was a joke
Till I noticed the sirens and saw all the smoke.
So I'm running back home with this feeling of dread
To the voicemail, he left with the last words he said.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to ruin your evening by bringing up all of this stuff.
You're probably wondering why I even called you tonight.
Well, today something happened that spooked me alright.
I saw this storm cloud of papers fall down from the sky,
And I thought of that day and I started to cry.
When as sure as I breathe I heard Crutchie clear as day saying
"Hey, you're allowed to move on. It's okay.'

'Because I'll be here
Even if you decide to get rid of my favorite sweater.
Even if you go out on my birthday
This year instead of staying at home letting all of life's moments pass by.
You don't have to cry.'

'Because I'll be here
When you start going back to the places we went to together.
When you take off my ring and you let yourself smile.
When you meet some handsome and patient and true.
When he says that he wants to be married to you.
When you call him one night and he meets you downtown.
When you finally answer him yes."
Yes.
-----, I will marry you.
I will give you my heart.
It has taken so long, but I'm ready to start.
Right now Crutchie's whispering 'Congrats' in my ear cause I finally let myself tell you
That I will be here.

i am so confused??? i thought i had way more written here, anyways so sorry 

-Kai