𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 , 𝗌𝖺𝗉𝗇𝖺𝗉

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You shouldn't have said anything Alisha. You shouldn't have kept poking him. It's your fault he is mad, yours. I mentally slapped myself many times before getting up off the ground and towards my bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and even more tears poured out. All the feelings I had been bottling up for the past few months are all pouring out. Well here we go again. I closed my bathroom door and sat in the empty bathtub and started to cry. I curled up into a little ball and cried into my hands. Then an idea popped into my head, so I slowly got out of the bathtub and turned on the shower. I'm probably just going to wear the same clothes, so it won't matter anyways. I waited for the water to get warm and stepped in, sliding the glass door closed. From there I started to cry even more. Ah, the shower. Best place to cry. Where you don't know what your tears are and what the normal water is

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I finally gave in and turned off the warm shower, before getting out of the shower and wearing new underwear but the same sweatpants and hoodie. I brushed my hair out and out it into a low ponytail, put lotion on my face, brushed my teeth and opened my bathroom door. When I looked up from the ground and to my bed I saw...nick?

Nick: didn't you shower like two hours ago?

I just nodded my head and walked into my closet to make sure I still had my uniform. Tomorrow was the last full shift I had at my work because I was resigning, to become a full time streamer

Nick: Lea?

I turned around to look at him but then realised I couldn't look him in the eyes so I just looked down and went through random shoes

Nick: can we talk?
Alisha: sure

I did not like where this was going one bit. We both walked over to my bed and took a seat

Nick: Lea I didn't mean to scream that loudly at you, I'm sorry
Alisha: it's okay nick, don't worry
Nick: but I feel really bad
Alisha: don't, I was the one annoying you anyways
Nick: but still, it's not a reason to raise my voice
Alisha: nick seriously. Don't be sorry
Nick: thank you

He smiled at me and I smiled back. Then we locked eyes with each other. My heart skipped a beat, he still gave me the feeling that I got before we started dating. Now that we are dating, the feeling still stays the same. My stomach started doing many flips when I saw him leaning in. Our first kiss started replaying in my head. Before I knew it, his lips met mine. I could feel his smile while he kissed me. This man made me so happy, I don't even think he knows. When he pulled away, he laid down on my bed and I soon did the same. I then started to play with my bracelet that I always had on

Nick: that's a cute bracelet
Alisha: oh, thanks
Nick: can I see it?

I nodded my hand and extend my arm out, so he could see it better

Nick: is it a friendship bracelet?
Alisha: yeah, tommy has one that says my name on it
Nick: #friendshipgoals

I started giggling and he just smiled. I checked the time..12:49am. I had to get up by 7am and then be at work by 8. My shift was from 8-12 today, so it wasn't that long. It was also my last shift, so i had to make the best of it

Alisha: I'm gonna head to bed, I have my last shift at work tomorrow
Nick: wait you're resigning?
Alisha: yeah, gets too stressful sometimes
Nick: I'll drop you to work tomorrow
Alisha: are you sure?
Nick: yeah of course!
Alisha: okay, night baby. Love you
Nick: night, love you too

I put my phone to charge and headed of to sleep. Soon a felt nick shifting around and when I opened my eyes slightly, I saw him heading to bed. A smile plastered on my face, while his arm wrapped around my stomach, pulling me closer to him