"I miss you...it's the waking up with the instant aching thought of you, it's the knowing you won't come to pick me up to go out and live life together that pulls at my heart strings, it's the smell of your clothing in the depths of my closet that scratches at my soul, it's the walking into your bedroom knowing you'll never be in the space anymore that drives me insane, it's the fact that I have to trace my finger over a picture rather then your actual features that causes every fiber in me to deitriate ....it's hearing the song on the radio that once belonged to us that makes me want to scream and cry.....it's knowing your soul no longer lingers in the world that makes all colors vanish leaving only black and white, it's never again being able to hear your voice that fills me with death and agony inside....it's the wonder of your last thought and hoping it was me that I can't shake, the increasingly sinful temptations to follow you because a world without you means I don't exist. It's the knowing...my heart died and there's nothing I can do about it...it's impossible,yet it's happening...the world is asking of me to live out the rest of my life,but with no soul"
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FantasyWithin this book are some of my deepest most personal thoughts that I have come to believe are very creative. Through this book I hope you can come to relate to all the obstacles the beauty of emotions throws at us over our course, you will also fin...
