Mr. Not-so-bad-boy - Hwang Inyeop

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I know I'm not that popular. I don't mind that at all, to be honest. I actually love being in my world. I really want to talk to people but don't want to be open. I know, I'm weird... No need to mention it.

So, here's the tea. There's this guy on campus who has caught my attention since the very first day. I've tried many times to talk to him or at least make him aware of my existence but I think I couldn't do either of them. So, I think I'll just write my feelings down and hand this page to him... Maybe.

His name is Han Seo-Joon. The guy who's head over heels for I'm Ju-Kyung. How lucky is she though? She's got all the pretty boys wrapped around her fingers. Even Suho likes her! Aish!!! ...Regardless, I'd like to clarify that I don't hate her and I'm not going to make any evil plans to get her "out of the way." If I want Han Seojoon to like me, I'd want it to be purely from his heart not by making Ju-Kyung bad in front of him.

So here goes.

Hey, I hope you have the time and heart to read out this piece of paper that has all emotions absorbed in it. I know you for a while now and I kind of like you. I know you're into Ju-Kyung and not interested in anyone else at all at the moment but I thought maybe confessing to you might reduce the pain and agony I'm going through these days.

Since I'm confessing to you, I'd like you to know that I don't see any bad in you. I find it weird how people think you're the "bad-boy." The way you treat your sister and Ju-Kyung is so angelic and kind-hearted that I always have a felt down. I guess I can only see the good in you no matter what!?

Sorry if this is cringy. My apologies in advance! ;)

Your earings and my God! ...that haircut, it was surely made for you. I don't know how this happened, I mean, I fell in love with you but I wish it was someone else. Someone, I could set hopes on.

Well, Nevermind, I hope you liked reading these weird, thirsty thoughts of mine about you. I know you're "modesty" will probably cross all the limits after reading this.

Just wanted to cry my heart out, nothing more.

~Anonymous.

I took the letter and handed it over to his friend, Kim Cho-Rong, and begged him not to reveal my identity. I wasn't scared if he found out but I just wanted to see if he was curious to know who had written this letter. Even if his friend told him my name, I wouldn't mind it at all. It's because I have nothing to do with him now nor does he.

Seojoon was handed the letter in the cafeteria and I saw him open it with a grin plastered on his face. I guess, he gets a lot of love letters. It's really funny to see someone read a love letter that you've written. He kept on laughing through the letter. I didn't write any jokes in it as far as I remember. He ended the letter and stared at it for a good minute before folding it back. He kept the letter in his front pocket and started to look around as if he's searching for the person who wrote it.

I calmly got up from my seat and walked out of the cafeteria. I went into the ground to get some fresh air. I felt quite light after confessing to him. After knowing that It doesn't mean anything to him as I had thought. A weight was finally lifted off of my chest. My heart always questioned me that if I try maybe I had a chance, maybe it was my fault for not confessing but that I've done everything I could possibly do, I felt relieved. I started to walk on the grass. The sky was clear and a cool breeze was blowing. Suddenly I heard someone calling my name "Yah!!" I turned around and couldn't believe my eyes. It was his friend, Kim Chou-wrong, calling out my name with Han Seojoon standing beside as does typically. Is he his secretary or what!?

I started to take baby steps towards them. I was curious to know what he had to say or what his secretary had to quote. "What is it?" I said keeping my expression stern. Seojoon eyed his friend to leave and I tensed up. "I read your letter." He said taking the folded letter out of his pocket with a smirk on his face. "Well, data.. it was meant to reach you. Got anything else to say?" I rolled my eyes. Honestly, I wasn't impressed by his nonserious behavior over everything. Whether it's his grades or his love life, the only thing he is serious about is Ju-Kyung. "Haha, nice reply. Wanna be friends " He held out his hand for a handshake. I couldn't process what to say in return. I barely have any friends and I don't want him to know me. Aish!!! Why am I so difficult? He didn't say he likes me so should I give a try to this friendship? But being a friend of Mr. Popular isn't going to suit me! Aish!!!

He snapped his finger to bring me out my thoughts "Afraid you won't be able to resist me. I know how much you're into me." He laughed. How could he make fun of me like this!? "For your information, I was into you and.." I shook his hand "I'd love to be friends with you." I faked a smile. We pulled our hands back. "See you around then," he said before spinning around and walking away.

I sighed. Let's see how this friendship goes. . .

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