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Broken hearted

"She likes to sleep. It makes her forget about it"

 It makes her forget about it"

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Macaria

It has been weeks
Weeks and weeks and nobody has seen Thanatos
I was worried about him. Was he avoiding me?
Was something going on that I was not aware of?

"Hypnos" I called out, rushing up the hills of Elysian
"Yes princess?" He asked, stopping in his tracks
"Is Thanatos alright? My father refuses to tell me anything and I never get a response when I knock on his door" I explained.

He shifted in place slightly, before he smiled at me
A strained smiled telling me there was weight in my worries
"He is fine princess, I assure you" he said, turning to leave me
"Wait, but... is he... has he fallen ill then? Is he dealing with something? I am very worried" I said.

He sighed
"Walk with me?" He asked, I did so, and we began to trail back to the castle
"Do you mind if I be candid princess?" He asked, I shook my head
"Please, feel free to say or ask me anything" I said.

"Do you honestly... purely and utterly love my brother?" He asked
The question took me by surprise
He already knew of my affection for Thanatos
"Um... I- I do..." I mumbled embarrassed
It was odd, talking to Hypnos about being in love with his brother.

"Good, so tell him" he said, stopping in our path
"What?" I asked
"Tell him" he urged
"Hypnos I... I tried to tell him... I tried to show him I- I kissed him for goddess sake and he... he did not want anything to do with me" I said sadly.

"He does" he insisted
"No. He does not. He pulled away, he did not say anything and then he ran... he has not even spoken to me since" I said, walking around him
"Princess" he said, grabbing my wrist
I turned around, and he immediately let go.

"Forgive me, I just... he likes you, I know he does. More than you can imagine. Please will you just go and see him? Admit how you feel" he begged
"I- I cannot... I humiliated myself once already. I refuse to break my own heart again Hypnos" I said.

I did not want to feel that pain again
I was still heartbroken
I cried most nights over the chance I blew
The friendship I had lost with him.

"Please Macaria"
"No. I am sorry Hypnos, truly, but I do not want to hurt myself again and I do not know why you insist that I do so" I said sternly, continuing my way back to the castle
"Because he is hurting" he said.

"Well I am hurting too. Forgive me Hypnos, I do not know what Thanatos is going through but I cannot... I cannot keep hurting myself chasing a man who simply does not love me back" I said sadly, leaving him there.

He did not follow me, nor say anything else.

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