ғᴀᴋᴇ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ[•JAEHYUN•]

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I jumped into the car, taking a deep breath, My phone wasn't on me so even if Jaehyun called I won't be able to pick up. I drove out of the underground garage, the reporters that were in front of the hotel didn't recognize the car so I could drive off with no problems at all.

His words hurt me, I was mad but more hurt that he would think that low of me. I can't believe that he thinks I'm with him in a relationship just because I like the thought of being with someone as amazing as him.

He was amazing, no doubt I never thought different of him, but today I've seen a side of him that I didn't know. It's normal to be jealous, it's okay to get mad because I understand where he's coming from but acting like this, and saying all that stuff just made me angry and sad at the same time.

I didn't know where I was going, or where I was but I didn't care much about that. I love Jaehyun...I'm in love with him, he made a big mistake today and I didn't see any trace of guilt about what happened, or about the words, he threw at me

I wasn't going to be dramatic, and act like he murdered someone but he should think about what he said, and who knows maybe that's how he feels about it, but I hope it isn't that what he feels about us.

If his words are his true feelings, then I'm going to slap myself for even thinking that I could be loved, I'm going to give up on love. I mean he was the only one who ever even showed a trace of love or affection he was the first one that made me feel like I'm the number one for someone, well after he broke my heart by disappearing with some other woman

I took a U-Turn driving back to the hotel, he probably won't be in my room anymore, I stopped at a red light, the color red reflecting on the windows, when it turned green I stepped on the gas pedal, driving across the street

Everything went by fast, strong lights blinded me and a loud honk echoed in my ears, when I looked to my left it was already too late, I could see the transporter up close before our vehicles colid. I was in shock for a second, before a scream ripped my throat, I screamed in pain, fear, and shock. My car was sliding across the street, bumping into the stoplight. I was alive, I could feel everything, I felt my head throb, my throat burn, the blood and sweat soaking my shirt, and the pain that was so strong that I could pass out.

Lights were blinding me, my eyes that were barely open saw people, people surrounding my car, and the transporter that had hit me. Someone was pulling on the door handle to open the door but it wasn't working the door was broken, I don't know what happened next, the only thing I know was that deep, scary darkness surrounded m senses, and everything shut down

The pain, the fear, the screams, and blinding lights everything was gone...I was gone.

Lucas P.O.V

After the fight in the room next to mine, I took a long shower. I felt a little guilty, I don't have any feeling towards Ash, I like her a lot she feels like a real friend, her friendship gives warmth. Jumping on my bed, I tried to fall asleep but before I could do that my phone started to ring, I groaned in annoyance stretching my arm to get my phone, and when I saw that it was an unknown caller ID I sat up. Picking up the phone, I put it on speaker, holding it in front of my face

"Hello?" I was tired, the only thing I wanted to do was sleep, but after the woman spoke up my heart fell "Hello Sir, the car that you rented was in a heavy accident just fifteen minutes ago, we can't identify the person that was driving it, we got your information through the plate number"

"I-I'm sorry I will come immediately" I dropped my phone, a cold shiver went down my back, when I got my senses back and realized what has happened, I jumped up from the bed, grabbing my phone, keys, and shoes while running to the door next to mine

Jaehyun was still there, he didn't leave yet, at least I didn't hear him

I knocked on the door, my hands shaking and tears building up. The door was opened by an angry Jaehyun and when he saw me he became even madder if it was possible

"What do you want here," He asked, his way of talking pissed me off "Listen here you piece of shit, I have no nerves for your attuite your girlfriend that you treated like shit is laying in the hospital right now, so man up and come with me" His face turned pale, his arms fell to his sides and a plain shocked expression formed on his face

"What happened," He asked while grabbing his shoes in hurry leaving the room in five seconds "There was a heavy accident, she is in the hospital right now I have no idea how she is, because I was too shocked to even ask" Jaehyun followed beside me, instead of taking the elevator we rushed down the stairs, all the way to the underground parking lot.

I was worried, I felt like going crazy and Jaehyun wasn't doing any better, he looked worse than a ghost, he looked like he blamed himself

I kept my mouth shut, even if we were friends I don't know what to say to him right now, I can't comfort him and tell him everything will be fine because even I don't believe it