ғᴀᴋᴇ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ[•JAEHYUN•]

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"I think we should get out of the water, my skin looks worse than my grandma's," I said laughing while showing him my fingers, he chuckled nodding before walking towards the pool edge "Alright, you can go and shower in the bathroom downstairs, I will use the one upstairs" he passed me a towel after I came out of the water.

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I was in his bathroom, taking my clothes off and the wet underwear that was really uncomfortable, and when I looked at the underwear there was a small, mini stain of blood making me whine. I bet in an hour I will be crying in pain, sometimes I wish I had a dick down there like for real. 

After I showered, I made my way out of the bathroom, only to see Jaehyun in the living room, drying his hair with a towel, while holding his phone with the other one. 

"What are you doing," I asked him, he only smiled ignoring my presence, or better said he didn't notice me, because he was busy staring at his phone while smiling like a fool.

"Jae!?" My loud voice caught his attention, he turned towards me, facing me with a foolish grin probably a girl

"Oh, sorry I was just texting someone" he said, making me frown a little, but I hid it before he could notice the change in my mood "who are you texting with" His ears became  red at my question, so I guess it was right 

"Yeah, I had a crush on her in college, we met again at dinner and she texted me" he looked happy while talking about the girl, she must be something special, but there was a weird feeling too, feeling of jealousy?

But I shook those thoughts out of my head, while would I be jealous, there is no way that I can like him, or fall in love. I don't do love and romance, but the weird feeling made it hard to smile next to him. So I stood up, picking my dog into my arms and turning to the boy that was giving his whole attention to his phone 

"Hey Jaehyun, I'm going to sleep" He only nodded his head, probably didn't even listen to my words, with heavy steps I went to the guest room, making myself comfortable, pushing all the weird feeling and thoughts out of my head.

Sleep didn't take over me for a long time, making me toss and turn around the bed, but around 3 AM, or at least that was the last time I looked at the digital clock, my eyes fell shut, shutting the whole world out.

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The next morning I woke up, Chip was next to me, playing with the second pillow, the house was silent, very quiet. Guessing that Jaehyun was still asleep, I made my way to his room so that I can wake him up and we can eat breakfast. 

But his room was empty. his bed clean and neat, a frown was on my face, with soft steps I walked down the stairs, looking around and spotting a message on the counter in the kitchen. 

"I went out with the girl I told you about, we went to grab breakfast sorry, and safe trip home" When I looked out of the window, I could see the rain pout' ring, but there was no way that I will stay here and wait for him, only to listen how much he likes her, or to get ignored completely.

I couldn't help but feel salty about it, I was here because I felt sorry for him, because he wanted to hang out with, but I guess a girl that he saw after such a long time again, is more important than the person that res the most.

With a pissed off mood, I packed all my things, taking my dog with me, I guess we're getting wet today. 

And with a last heavy breath, I left the house, running to the closest bus station, with the dog playing around in the rain while running after me.

--evening--

after Chip and I got showered with the cold rain, we made it home, I took a shower before washing the dog too, I had a strong headache from the running in the rain, and my lungs burned badly. But I guess my asthma was getting a little better, after all, I've been running around and moving more since I became friends with Jaehyun

Speaking of him, he didn't even call or text. I only saw a picture on his IG story that he was holding the umbrella for his new girl, making me scoff.

I bet he didn't even think about me for a second, and I couldn't help but admit to myself, that I was indeed jealous, that was hurt by the fact that I'm the second option, and the second choice, that I was pissed at him for not even asking how I got home, or waiting for me to wake up so he could say bye to me.

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The next Monday came by fast, I spent the rest of the week at home, only going out to buy groceries and take my dog to the park when I woke up on that Monday I felt my head hurt. 

I don't know why, but my head has been hurting lately, probably because of the rain, but I hoped that it would go away after some medicine. 

Jaehyun hasn't texted or called me, he was having a good time with his new friend, and I kinda felt stupid, stupid that I cared, helped, listened, and gave advice.

I just felt used, like he can throw me away and take me back when the other person that was is the first option leaves. 

I'm done, and I won't be texting him first even if I kind of missed him, he has to learn that I am not someone he can play with or use however he wanted and desired.

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A/N: the stories re getting more interestingggggggg and I'm kinda excited to post more chapters. 

ITS A BOP BRO LIKE IM LISTENING TO IT SINCE IT CAME OUT

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