1 : HER CONDITION

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Shehnaaz was still unconscious and Sidharth was caressing her hair slowly. After a minute he saw her shivering. He covered her whole body with the quilt but still, she was moving in sleep harshly. He wondered what she saw in the dream that she is moving like this, and this is scaring him. He never saw her like this in past, she never had nightmares and neither she shivered like this. They have spent many nights but this is so strange

"No... He is someone else. My baby please come back and don't go. Please don't leave me ", Shehnaaz said and woke up with a jerk. Swear beads fell pf from her forehead scaring him and making him tense as well. Sidharth saw her and caressed her hair. Sidharth was unable to hear her words clearly as she said in sleep but only one word "Don't leave me" which he thought was for him

Sidharth: shant Shehnaaz don't worry I am here with you. Mai kahin ni ja rha(I'm not going anywhere)

Shehnaaz: toh chale jao. Nai jarurat mujhe aab tumhari . Jab thi tab tumhe mai problem lagti thi ignore karte the jese I don't even exist....mai irritating thi? Ek baar..... At least ek baar try kia hota puchne ka kyu call kar rhi thi kyu aapse milne... Germany aai

(Then please leave. I don't need you anymore. When I needed you then I looked like a problem to you and you used to ignore me like I don't even exist. Was I irritating? You could have tried asking once at least why was k calling you and why I came to meet you ", Shehnaaz said with tears. Her eyes got teary remembering her lost child again. She is broken with this thought again that she was unable to become a mother when she was pregnant already.

She started sobbing remembering that day when she lost her child and faith in her husband. Shock could be an understatement for him after knowing that she came there and left without meeting him and the biggest shock for him is that she was pregnant. How? They used protection.

"W... What are you saying Shehnaaz? Are you mad?", Sidharth asked as he doesn't know what Shehnaaz is saying and why? When she came there? And why she didn't meet him? These questions started to run through his mind. He rubbed his hand over his hair in confusion as he don't know what to do now. He is very shocked by these revelations.

Shehnaaz: Yes... I am the mad one. Just leave me and divorce me Sidharth

She choked with tears Sidharth wiped them and filled a glass of water for Shehnaaz. He offered her water to calm herself as he is shocked beyond limits hearing her demand as she never did this. She was always caring towards him and used to ask him about his whereabouts and his health which he found irritating at that time because of work pressure and responsibilities. This new relationship looked like a burden to him as he didn't know how to manage time. Shehnaaz noticed that he is offering water to her so she pushed his hand as she don't need his help. She curse herself because her heartbeat starts increasing when he touch her, just like he wiped her tears right now and her breaths are uneven.

Shehnaaz: I don't need your help. I can do everything myself just get this thing in your mind I hate you. Just divorce me

Sidharth felt like someone stabbed his heart. He looked into her eyes being hurt, his eyes became teary but Shehnaaz ignored that and turned her face aside

"Ekdum se esa change kyu?(Why this sudden change)", Sidharth asked in a low voice trying hard to show his voice was normal but he can't as his voice is cracking now.

Shehnaaz: ekdum se? Jab mene aapko 2 mahine pehle messages karna band kia aapne ek baar bhi socha ki koi baat ho sakti hai? Jab message karti thi toh pura din lag jata tha reply aane mai

"Suddenly? When I stopped messaging you didn't you feel there is a problem going on with me? It used to take a whole day to reply to you if I message you", Shehnaaz said accusing him with her eyes and picked water bottle and pushed the glass aside which was filled with water. She searched for her medicines and was about to eat them when Sidharth held her hand. Sidharth was already guilty when she talked like this but when he saw her taking medicines he was unable to stop himself as she never ate any medicine before. She thinks he never noticed this but he did and he knows many things about her, it's just he didn't show because he thought he will fall for her and it will show him desperate.

Shehnaaz: what is your problem now?

She asked irritated. He was testing her patience now. Sidharth who was guilty placed medicines on the table and hugged her. Shehnaaz was trying to push him but Sidharth was more powerful as compared with her.

Sidharth: I am sorry Shehnaaz

Shehnaaz chucked and pushed him harshly

"Dur rahea mujhse aapne mera bacha Cheena hai mujhse (Stay away from me because you snatched my baby from me)", Shehnaaz said blaming him for everything whereas Sidharth was shocked beyond limits as he don't know why she is blaming him? He never did any bad to her and if he knew about the baby then he would have left everything behind to be with her

"How can I kill my baby? I was not here", Sidharth said raising his voice a little to state the fact. Shehnaaz rolled her eyes as for her this is just his acting nothing else. She chuckled at his words as he is showing himself innocent but he is not.

Sana: idhar nai the but vahan toh the na... I think aapko nai pata but mai 2 mahine pehle aapse milne aai thi.par....mujhe nai pata tha mere pati mere baare mai esa sochte hai...ki unhe mai pasand he nai hu.. "sirf shakal se he aachi aur sunder hai akal nai hai", yehi kaha tha na aapne. Tabse mene soch lia aab baat nai karungi

Sidharth widened his eyes in shock after hearing her confession. What she said was unbelievable for him as he talked about these things with his friend when he was irritated with her constant calls due to which he had to switch off his phone

"You came that day?", Sidharth fumbled while saying as he don't have words to say now. His heartbeat increased and he became nervous suddenly remembering that day and the face she was her shocked him.

Shehnaaz: unfortunately yes Mr Shukla. I heard everything which I thought should not be heard but I guess that was my bad luck or good luck I don't know

She taunted and was about to take her medicines again but he stopped her

Sidharth: why are you taking medicines? Are you having any problems? For what you are taking these?

"You are no-one to order me", Shouted Shehnaaz angrily

Sidharth: I am your husband and I have that right.

Shehnaaz: No you don't have any right. Let me take these medicines as I can't sleep without them. I don't want to become an emotional fool again. Please go otherwise I have to leave

Shouted Shehnaaz angrily and jerked him. Sidharth stood up and went out feeling angry at himself for saying those words that day. He regrets it now but his regret can't do anything now. He is sad hearing her words but he can't do anything.
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Do you think he can mend her broken heart?

Huff again I'm here as there were many typing mistakes so thought to correct it♥️. Aab read karna bhi aasan hoga

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