Shehnaaz left from there and came into her office. Previously it was Sidharth's office which he left in middle because of those foreign clients and asked Shehnaaz to take over his business here which she gladly took and now she is handling business here. She entered her cabin and sat on her chair and called her pa whose name is Nikhil
Shehnaaz: Nikhil... Where are the damn files and what about the meetings
Shouted Shehnaaz angrily and threw the glass of water that was placed on the table. She remembered Sidharth, he was behaving as if nothing happened. Shehnaaz placed her head on the desk and remembered the doctor's words
"Sorry to say Shehnaaz but you can't be a mother again. Due to your weak health and miscarriage, you can't become a mother once again you should have taken care of yourself. Where is your husband? He should be here handling you", said the doctor which broke her totally and her hopes. From that day she lost everything, her smile, her baby, her love for her husband, everything. Their marriage was never due to love but still, she was hoping to get love from his side when she got nothing she decided to change herself for her good.
Nikhil came there being scared and handled files to Shehnaaz, his hands were trembling due to fear of Shehnaaz who is ready to pounce on him anytime
Nikhil: mam yesterday when you didn't come I completed work and secured this file. You have a meeting tomorrow with new clients who returned from Germany
This was more shocking for her as now she has to deal with Sidharth here too. But now she knows one thing she will never let him win over her now. She was trying to forget his memories and now his presence will haunt her daily
Shehnaaz: ok fine. But where are Malhotra's files? I asked Rita to complete it
Nikhil: mam she didn't complete that she was ill...
Shehnaaz: shut up I didn't ask for any excuse. Got that. Just call Rita here immediately
Nikhil nodded and left from there being scared as she can fire him from this job too. After a minute Rita came and Shehnaaz shouted in anger
Shehnaaz: where the hell were you yesterday? And for your kind information, I hired you for work not to enjoy like this? Why didn't you complete work you careless fellow? You know I don't like irresponsible people here so get lost. You are fired!!
Shouted Shehnaaz at top of her voice. Rita was having tears she wiped them and tried to tell her that she was ill but Shehnaaz shouted at her to go out without hearing her reason
Shehnaaz: get lost
She closed the door of her cabin and went near the window to get a full view of buildings which were looking beautiful
Shehnaaz: mai esa nahi bann na chahti par kya karu iss duniya mai pathar (stone heart ) dil bann na padta hai
(I don't want to become like this but what to do? In this world I have to become a stone-hearted girl)
She thought and went near her bag as she was again falling weak
Shehnaaz: kyu yeh aansu aate rehte hai mai nai rona chahti... Maa bann na chahti hu (Why do these tears escape from my eyes whenever I don't want to cry? I want to become a mother)
She said and wiped her tears she took her bag and caressed that photograph of her sonography. Her baby and zorawar text was highlighted there.
Shehnaaz: Zoro baby kyu choda mumma ko. Dekho aab tumhari mumma jitni strong hai utni he weak bhi... Vo inn medicines ke bina strong ni reh pati kya karu mai btao
(Zoro baby, why you left your mother? See your mother is strong and weak at the same time and can't stay strong till she have these medicines. What to do baby?
She whispered and caressed her abdomen with tears. She took some medicines and was about to eat when someone stopped her
"Pagal ho gai hai kya tu Sana",(Have you gone mad Shehnaaz?) whispered Shanaya and hugged Shehnaaz tightly
Shanaya: itna pathar dil na ban meri jaan. Adopt kar le ( don't be stone hearted my love. Adopt a baby)
Shehnaaz didn't say anything as she can shout at anyone but not her. She can behave real in front of her only. She doesn't want to adopt a child and she has told this to her also but whenever Shanaya sees her vulnerable, she asks her to adopt
Shehnaaz: toh tu he btade kya karu. Marne tu deti ni maa kismat maa bann ne degi aur kya karu? Mr. Shukla bhi vapas aa gye hai
(Then tell me what to do. You will not let me die and destiny will never let me become a mother again. Also, Mr. Shukla is back now)
Shanaya: what? Vo kab aaya and tune kyu ni btaya mujhe you know right I hate him uski wajah se tu aapne bache ka akele dhyan ni rakh pai. Sirf uske dil todne ki wajah se tu roj roti hai ... Tu mere saath chal nahi rehna tune uske saath
(What? When he came back? Why you didn't tell me, you know I hate him right? Because of him, you were unable to take care of your baby alone. You cry daily just because he broke your heart. Come with me, you can't live with him
Said Shanaya and wiped Shehnaaz's tears. She threw Shehnaaz 's medicines away and kissed her cheeks
Shehnaaz: I'm fine and I will not come with you because I want to tell him how much I suffered because of him. And remember I love you
Shehnaaz said and hugged Shanaya again and told her what happened in the house and how Sidharth was trying to ask forgiveness
Shanaya: Love you too and dare you forgive him. Just because of him you went through enough pain and now it's his turn to repent. I don't want you to forgive him . You need to ignore him
Shehnaaz: I will but I will not come with you. Sorry , I can't be a burden on you and your husband .
Shanaya: you are not any burden understood? You are my best friend, my jaan Sana
Said Shanaya angrily
Shanaya: also go and fill out divorce papers tomorrow and ask him to sign
Shehnaaz: he will not sign it
Shanaya: toh mai blackmail karke karva lungi. And yes don't you dare to think about him ki usne kuch khaya ki ni. Jeher kha le toh bhi. Uske teri chinta ni kari na bass aab . Please aab toh rehle mere saath.
Shehnaaz: your husband?
Shanaya: he is not like your husband, he understands me
Here Sidharth paced here and there hungrily. He told Shehnaaz that he will not eat anything so he didn't. He thought that Shehnaaz will come but there was no clue about her
If someone is in pain then we should try to help them even if he/she is our enemy that's called humanity.
The best bond in this world is friendship. If we get a good friend then we are luckiest and if not then be happy to be alone as no one will play with your feelings
•°•°•°•°•°•°
YOU ARE READING
can you mend the broken✓(Editing)
Fanfiction•°•°•★Cover by: @AmreenShaikh6 Sidharth Shukla married Shehnaaz Gill After one week of marriage, he left the city due to some important work at his office. When he came back after 6 months, he found his wife living like a corpse. From the doctor, h...
