𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 ❀ 𝐘𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐮𝐚 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 12

Killua's Pov:

I ran away and started looking for Y/N and Gon but I remembered they wanted to go on a rollercoaster so I guess I should look there first. I wonder what it's going to be like having a whole day for her. Gon better not be eating right now, were going on a roller coaster and I know he's most likely going to barf

Now that I'm done with Trisha I can move on and go to the new person. She was the only one here, her other "friends" are somewhere else. I guess Micheal is next. I don't need him flirting with her and something tells me I can find something on him soon

Gon: Killua!

Killua: Gon!

Y/N: Hey, did you win something?

Killua: I guess

Gon: That's new

Killua: What does that mean?!

Gon: Nothing

We walk on our way to the roller coaster and end up going on to every ride. I needed Y/N and Gon to have fun and I had fun being with both of them. I don't mind Gon being around us, he knows I like her so he's been trying to help us get closer

Killua: Gon is there something you want to tell me?

Gon: No?

Killua: Gimme my chocolate robots!

Gon: Share!

He runs into the maze and me and Y/N chase after him knowing he's going to get himself lost. I mainly want to be with her but I also want to chocolate since I don't need him getting my candy when he keeps taking my food and barfing it out on our rides

We walk into the maze and hear Gon's voice trying to get out. Yup, he's lost. I don't know why I'm surprised that he even thought that he could even get somewhere and than get lost after the first few moments of being there

Killua: GON!

Gon: KILLUA!

Y/N: GON?!

Gon: I'm on the scarecrow!

Killua: Wha-?! WHERE IS THAT?!

Gon: Where the scarecrow is!

I look at Y/N and she gives me a confused look. I just give a lazy bored look knowing that I'm not planning on guessing where that is. I guess he can eat the choco robot but I don't plan on looking for him when it's obvious that once I get their he's going to run somewhere else

Killua: We're leaving!

Gon: Don't leave me here!

Killua: Then meet up with us in the center of the maze!

Gon: I'm on my way!

Y/N: He was playing us wasn't he?

Killua: Yeah, he does this to often

Y/N: * Giggle * He's just fun like that

Killua: * Mumble * I can be fun too

Y/N: Hm?

Killua: Nothing! We should look for Gon

Y/N: Yeah, come on let's go to the center

She holds my hand but very gently and scared a bit, I guess she wanted to meet up with Gon but she wasn't dragging me just guiding me and tugging a bit, her hands are soft and I couldn't help but blush more than ever

Y/N: Sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable

Killua: No, no, come on I don't mind

I held her hand again since she let go feeling nervous and looked scared. I don't plan on making her uncomfortable, but I want her to open up a bit. I kinda wish we could cuddle while holding hands since I want to make her feel safe

Killua: Gon!

Y/N: There you are!

Gon: Hey-OOooo

He made a look and I could feel me blushing more and I knew that Y/N was blushing since she hid her face, maybe it could be that she's nervous or maybe she's embarrassed but she likes me so it doesn't matter. She must only blush at me and no one else

Killua: GON!

Gon: Y-Yes?!

Killua: My choco robot!

Gon: I was hungry and eat it on my way here

Killua: WHAT?!

Gon: I'm sorry?

Killua: Y/N...

Y/N: Yes?

Killua: RUN!

Y/N: Huh?!

I held her hand gently and tried to not mess with her in any way but I didn't know what else to do. I wanted to hold her hand more so I used the excuse of being mad at Gon to be able to hold it again. I don't want to be clingy but I thought it would be fun running around from Gon too

Gon: KILLUA!

Killua: See you at the exit Gon!

We run away and we keep running until we get to the exit. There is a new security guard, I guess the other one died. I wonder if I talk to Y/N she'll trust me a bit more. I don't want to tell her I'm an assassin or that I'm a Zoldyck in general. Once we reach the exit we're able to catch our breathe

Killua: So what do you do for fun?

Y/N: I usually study sometimes, I don't hang out like this so this is new

Killua: Did you like your first time hanging out?

Y/N: Yeah, it was fun and I couldn't stop laughing being here

She said with an honest smile. It was cute, but it was broken, she knew how to feel now or at least more than before. It's true that she had fun and laughed a lot but the pain she was feeling wasn't about harm but memory. She's been through so much emotionally that if someone where to teach her nene it's going to be powerful enough to give her strength from struggle like me

I know what it feels like and soon being around someone you love will get rid of everything and give you a reason to stay strong, for me that was Gon. He's my best friend so he became my strength but now I guess it's not just him

I want to motivate her and help her with everything that makes her feel happy. I don't want her to be upset about being haunted by what they did to her. Don't worry Y/N they'll all pay for what they did to you, but since your broken trust me you'll get stronger after you fully break making you see the world differently

Killua: I'm glad

I smiled back to her and she blushed a bit, this time she didn't hide her smile with the fear she felt because she was...proud of it