a break

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by doahluvd

by doahluvd

(noah woke up dixie was still sleeping as she needed sleep because she hasnt been doing good lately )

noahs pov :

so i didnt wake her up i usually used to be there till 11am then i had to leave for sway and my shoots

i was just sitting on the bed dixie was sleeping next to me it was around 10:55 i used to take a bag everyday to dixies place which had my clothes if in case i had to change or something so i packed that bag back and dixie was still sleeping i went to her and said
noah : bye baby its 11 gotta go have 2shoots today (gives soft forehead kiss) so are u coming and locking the door or should i lock it from outside ( he had an extra key and it was the lock u can open from inside too)
dixie : yea lock it from outside i dont feel like waking up
noah : ok alright bye love you take care
dixie : ok bye
noahs pov : she didnt even hug me or kiss me or even said i love you back this is where ik something is wrong with her cause this has never happend
(when noah left )
dixie was still laying in bed till 12 and thinking what is wrong with me nowadays why is my energy so low i didnt even react good with noah last night i didnt even hug him when he left i think i need a 1-2 day break from this relationship but he cares about me so much texts me everday about how am i feeling asks me how was your day gives me unexpected kisses which are the best but i think this is best for me i am already suffering from mental breakdowns everyday panick attacks but he is the one making me feel good everyday but i dont i have the energy to reply back to gm messages or any message or to communicate with anybody its better to take a break instead of leaving his message on seen or no responding back ik he must be already not feeling good of how i reacted last night anyways i will tell him that i need to take a break but i feel so bad that how will react cause he cares so much about me but on the other hand ik he will understand that i need space and mental health is before relationship so....
noahs pov
i will just go to sway take a hot bath have some breakfast and just leave for shoots but i know that i will not be able to shoot properly today because of thinking of what happend last night and i seriously want to know what is wrong with her does she need me but i am there for her always i asked her 3 times yesterday but she got annoyed i think she will tell me when the time is right i should leave her alone