trying not to think

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noahs pov
i went back to sway straight went to my room layed on my bed tried to control my tears like anything but couldnt unfortunately my eyes started tearing up cause i was so in love with that girl i didnt even think that this day will ever come but its ok . dixie was the second girl i completely loved first was in arizona had to leave her we dated for 1yr had to leave her because i was moving to la and i loved dixie like anything in the world i wiped my tears and went to sleep at 12 i usually used to sleep at 2 but today i slept at 12 just hugged the pillow and slept while crying
dixies pov
just tears flowing and flowing cant stop i was laying on the couch and slept there only i slept at 4 in the morning in a unhealthy state of mind
the next morning
noahs pov
oh fuck i forgot to tell flight house that we cant come for the shoot just called the flighthouse and told them that can we shoot after a week dixie is busy with her music they said fine
i was feeling very low ,waking up opening my phone looking at lock screen pic of dixie missed her even more again and again thoughts coming in my mind that i dont want to text her or call her what if i forgot and text her or call her it will be so awkward and embarassing

dixies pov
woke up at really tired after even waking up at 1pm usually noah used to make breakfast or used to order coffee but now i had to do it myself i didnt have the energy to do anything just got up ate some cereal went to take a bath got ready with very light makeup

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