I kept looking at you as you kissed the girl under the rain. The distance between us kept growing. My hand reaching out for you now limp by my side. I kept screaming until my throat felt soar but you didn't hear. I fell to my knees, eyes not leaving both of you.
I heard your voice inside my head.
"I found my happiness Tae. Hope you find yours too." You smiled and turned to the girl. Kissing her ever so gently.
Who would tell you that it was you; it was you, my happiness. But you were gone already.
I want to hold you Park Jimin. Hold you in my arms and stare into your beautiful eyes. Kiss you till the sunrise. Make you smile. Give you the world. Just once Jimin. Don't break me like this.
I gasp as I woke up, heart thundering in my chest. Cheeks wet as a tear slipped past my eyes. Glad to know it was just a dream. But it still hurt so badly. What does this mean? Does it mean I do actually like him? Or do I still deny it at this point.
The dreams feels too real. My heart hurts too much.
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