~My Bitch Boy~

~7~

!!!!!!!!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Abuse, cutting, mentions of su!cide

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y/n's pov

(At Tommy's house)

I felt my eyes shoot open then i started crying, i felt an arm wrap around me, i struggled to get free,

"Shhhhhh, it's okay, it's just me Tommy." he said hugging me tighter

i stop struggling when i realized it was him, if i'm completely honest his voice gives me comfort,i put my head on his chest and start crying softly,

"T-T-Tom- Tommy h-he." i struggle trying to get out my sentence,

"He... what?" Tommy said hesitantly

"H-He hurt m-me, T-Tommy" i say choking back more tears that decided they wanted to come out.

"It's okay, you're safe now," Tommy said that's when he rolled up my sleeves and saw my scars, He looked back up at me, tears started to form in his eyes, I pulled him back into my arms, that's when i realized he didn't hug me back at all, i start to realize that i fucked up,

"Why." he said sternly,

"W-What?" that when i looked up at his face and saw that he didn't have that soft glow in his eyes like he usually did, it was gone,

"Tommy-" i put my hand to his face and he grabs it pulling up the sleeve,

"WHY?!" he screamed at me i choked back tears but then i saw Tommy's tears start rolling down his cheeks,

"T-Tommy i-" i cut off my own sentence "I stopped cutting when i met you." that's when we both fell into each others arms. I felt my eyes get heavy until i just fell asleep.

Timeskip

I wake up to find the spot where Tommy was is empty. that's wen i start to think 'What if he's with somebody else, what if i'm not enough, what if he hates me, what if he doesn't like me back, what if- what if'  I snap out of my thoughts when Tommy walks in,

"Tommy are you okay?" I asked, he looks at me disgusted

"..." Fuck i messed up Tommy is ignoring me,

"Tommy, please I-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP, DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT ME, DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING EVOLVES AROUND YOU, OH MY FUCKING GOD JUST- JUST- JUST LEAVE" he screams cutting me off.

"Oh" was all i could get out, i grabbed my phone and put on my shoes, then I headed out the door, I walked to my house next door and opened the door, that when my i notice my dad was sitting in the dinning room talking to my mom,

"You're still here fat ass, god i thought you killed yourself, way to get my hopes up," i start heading up the stairs when i hear, "GO KILL YOURSELF" my dad screamed at me.

I got to my room and cried and cried, i locked my door right before i fell asleep.

Tommy pov

I need to apologize, none of that was her fault but she got the blame, I try to text her

😎🔥𝕐/𝕟  ♥︎💎

Tommyinnit
Hey y/n I'm so sorry nothing was your fault I'm so sorry can I talk to you irl?
𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍

Tommyinnit
Y/n?
𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍

Tommyinnit
Y/n!
𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍

Tomminnit
I'm coming over
𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍

*text done*

I run to her house, go inside and see her parents fighting, shit, I run to y/n's room, locked, fuck, I run to Josh's room, I find him on his phone,
"Josh" He looks up shocked,
"You fucked up hard, u bastard" he says furious
"I came to apologize," I said
"Try later she's asleep." Josh said
"Got it." I said with mixed emotions.