~My Bitch Boy~

~12~

WARNING- THOUGHTS OF CUTTING- SU*CIDAL THOUGHTS-CRYING -WARNING

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Y/n's POV

I answer the call to see tommy in his gaming chair, i could faintly hear a girl, but i brushed it off, that's when i saw his covers move and a girl get up and leave the room, i sat in the airplane in shock, i could tell i was wide eyed because when he asks,

"Hey y/n, what's wrong?" he asks like there never was a fucking girl in his bed,

"I-I got to go." you said trying to make your voice sound stern,

"Y/n-" he tried to say but i cut him off by hanging up,

I feel sick to my stomach, i thought

Who was he with? why was she in his bed? was he cheating on me? were those moments we had together just a waste?

"Hey Josh?" you said nudging him,

"Hm?" he hummed back taking out his earbuds,

"I just saw a woman in Tommy's room," i said softly so others couldn't hear but not soft enough to were Josh couldn't hear me,

"That asshole," Josh muttered under his breath,

"Don't worry Y/n, I'll take of it," He said with a warm smile,

I smiled thankful that me and my brother had a strong relationship, but i still couldn't get that image off that girl getting up, i didn't want to think about it anymore so i put on Khai Dreams, it reminded me of Tommy because it's his favorite artist, i felt hot tears coming down my face, i didn't make a sound, i just set my head down and looked up the water and eventually fell asleep,

Timeskip

I woke up to Josh shaking me telling me to get up because we were about to land, so i put my seatbelt on and turned Khai Dreams off,

What a fucking plane ride.

Josh's POV (and Timeskip to the new house)

THAT FUCKIING BITCH, I WANNA FUCKING KILL HIIM, IS HE CHEATING?

I was pissed, my thoughts were going crazy, I was filled with anger, of course I'm not going to take it out on anyone, but Tommy, I felt so bad for Y/n right after she was told we had to fucking move that's when he decides to show the fucking girl he was cheating on her with?! What a fucking bitch. I pulled out my phone and started texting tommy profusely,

Tommy my man😎🔥

Josh👑:
WHAT THE FUCK MAN
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Tommy my man😎🔥:
What? What did I do?
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Josh👑:
WHAT DO YOU MEAN "What?"
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Tommy my man😎🔥:
Josh please tell me what I did wrong
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Josh👑:
TELL YOU? TELL YOU?! OH SO YOU THINK CHEATING IS OKAY?
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Tommy my man😎🔥:
Cheating? What the fuck are you talking about?
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Josh👑:
SO YOU THINK IT'S PERFECTLY NORMAL TO HAVE A FUCKING GIRL IN YOUR BED?
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Tommy my man😎🔥:
HER?! SHE'S MY SISTER!
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Josh👑:
You're an only child...
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End of text messages

(A/N- I don't know if Tommy actually has any siblings so in this fanfic he's an only child -A/N)

I closed my phone because he wasn't answering, FUCK ME, WHY HER WHY NOT ME? I'M THE ONE WHO HAS TO PROTECT HER, I SWORE I WOULD EVER SINCE DAD LEFT, FUCK.

Y/n's POV

I was ashamed, i was sad, i was nauseous, i was everything but okay, What if i just....? I grabbed the blade and put it to my wrist, NO, i threw the blade on the floor and cried, everything was falling apart, i wanted to die, i thought of h*nging myself, then i thought of my brother coming in and seeing me there, lifeless, that thought just made me cry more, fuck my life

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A/N- Okay so believe it or not but the brother character is just like me and my brother, ik shocking, ANYWAY- i haven't been posting a lot because if I'm being completely honest i forgot about Wattpad, so i made a short story for yall here,